18th October

sometimes, i've learnt to ignore stuff and just do the things at hand. the distractions from the current world is extremely irritating, esp. when ur trying to get stuff done.

its tough to concentrate but when i actually do at times, i am almost never distracted. perhaps i look a tat too serious at times, but thats my way of doing stuff. you either do it or forget about it, dun bother to actually help if ur not interested at all. seriously, it does no good and only deepens whatever dislike anyone has for u.

being about during open day made me realised that life is a weird thing. what u thought was impossible turned out to be not. the strangest things can happen, when ur trying to pull people to ur store, there'll be this gang outside that belongs to ur team physically, but psychologically they're away, attempting to distant themselves to the greater(?) community.

ok, i may not be making much sense now, but i think while i could still remember, this would sound logical until i totally forget what this post is all about.

the hypocrisy of mankind is laughable. it's so fake to the majority, yet so real to the target. now i totally understand the true meaning of by-standers being the clearest. the brains behind organisations never seem to be able to pull things together without pulling strings.

oh well, things do get better.
ken off