hi world, how's countdown coming along?.. tmr's the day eh.. when everyone reflects on the passing year and thinking about the future.. haha.. gheez im crapping.

ok first things first.. I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT YJ's PRESENT!.. gheez.. bought le yet forgot to give him.. should actually send it to him one day.. maybe tmr's the day :).. and hope it reaches by new year.. think it should... i think...

yup... and tmr's only the 3 of us doing the countdown.. me, gene, mikel.. not to say the least im disappointed at the attendance.. gheez.. haha but thats the dif btw gals and guys.. gals would rather spend quality time with their parents.. value kinship more than friendship.. (which is not a bad thing) and guys would prolly treasure brotherhood and just the idea of sticking with frens than to spend time with parents.. and there's the middle section.. the group that doesnt want to go out... neither want to spend time with parents.. u know.. the group that would rather do their own stuff or wait for someone to suddenly pop up with a brilliant idea.. haha.. and mua.. just happen to be in that group... so in pretty much of a dilema.. i dun really wanna go out and stone in their faces.. if there's something to do.. den i dun mind.. or if the "idea" comes about.. i dun wanna be a bugger to anyone.. gheez.

my hands are telling me that i should really get that itch there and go touch some tiles.. if u get wad i mean that is.. haha..

oh well.. tmr's countdown.. so lets start counting!.. haha ok sry..

ken off.

oops totally forgot about my blog.. haha..

anyway, this holiday's been weird.. time flies dont u think?... seemed like olvls was just a few months back, and to think that 1 year ago, i was still freaking out and wondering how the heck did i actually get into rj.. haha..

oh well.. japan was fun i guess, not too enthusiastic about it all and stuff... the letdown was that i cant understand a single thing they said.. oh wells... other than that, USJ and DisneyLand were pretty good.. and shopping @ Japan is so darn fun, though u cant really get much things cause its so darn ex...

yest was wad?... erm.. oh ya.. choir villa... well.. haha.. wad can i say?.. pretty alright.. lots of crappy stuff going on and tried to stay up the night... well ... tried's the word.. and i got the sudden urge to mahjong.. haha... gheez.. anyone up for it?

countdown's round the corner.. though i dun really have plans for it.. darn!... well mikel's asking us out for countdown, but there isint seem to be much going.... and im contemplating that thought.. though we couldnt really think of wad to do before countdown.. meeting in the afternoon isint such a great idea.. haha got lots of time to kill.. gheez.

my new year resolution?.. get back into school life asap and fit in, quit stupping around in school like some kiddo.. haha.. well there's still work to be done.. not that i've done an awful lot of it.. so there's still this lot left...

the hotel boss' been joking with my dad about seeing me with someone else at sentosa.. im like.. huh?... since when.. gheez.. adults have an imaginative mind.. yup.. and my dad's harping on it.. gheez..

go play along kid, im off to do my stuff.. or wad's remaining to do..

ken off.

today was perhaps the most "song" day of my life.. remember the family problems that i've been talking about?.. wah today hor.. scolded the guilty party until damn song!.. haha.. ok damn fun.. superb man.. trashed everything out to him.. at least now i wun have to see him for awhile..

oh well.. life has all the crazy stuff... its so weird.. u feel unfortunate to have such a thing happening to u.. but den again.. the feeling of trashing out something is so darn cool :).. quite intriging.. this feeling that life has a whole lot meaning to it besides studying -.-... ok sry im just sick of it..

well, japan's a few days time away.. so im gonna have fun there and not think of anything.. albeit there's nothing much to think about anyway.. since my parents and my bro's there with me.. will be crapping around other than emoing..

universal studios here i come!... oh ya.. and nat bought me a straw hat from vietnam.. hoho.. thx viet.. so nice of u :)... okok..

i shld be sleeping soon!.
ken off.

woah a century of post.. haha..

well starting off with my day today.. the norm i guess.. just went to thomson plaza to get discs for seniors' farewell. we're all almost done with the preparation work le.. hope it all turns out well.. dun wanna waste our efforts..

oh ya.. happy birthday daddy :P.. haha.. lets see.. got a choc. tiramisu for him.. tasted quite nice leh.. haha..

and my bro got pwned by a bicycle.. he went pulau ubin to cycle.. (learn to cycle at least).. den fell off the bike and have a piece of his skin off at his knee area.. nicely done dude.. den with that injury not healing anytime soon.. i wonder how he's gonna wear jeans to japan.. nono correction.. how's he gonna survive that without long pants.. haha.. gone case lah u..

madagascar 2 was a pure klowny show.. funny yet nonsensical.. haha..

oh well.. time to pack for tmr.. gonna go stayover at gene's.. haha..

*waves*...
ken off.

today was perhaps the most productive day up till now.. i actually did substantial amount of work lol... and i realised that i need to revise.. forgetting my stuff alrdy.. sigh..

went to library to study with moses.. hmm met hell lot of people in J8.. imagine meeting 6 people u know in a day.. o.o.. lets see.. there's victor & suchin.. alvin nah.. chris koh & roysmond.. jonathan.. haha.. nice :) .. lucky me..

tmr.. the people flying off for isle le.. sry cant send yall off.. need to go get stuff for choir.. sian.. -.-... bon voyage.. oh ya.. and nat remember to get me one of those commy shirts :)

hmm just complete ra3 soviet mission.. now going onto allied.. seriously it has a screwed storyline.. haha.. and work's pretty alright i guess.. going as planned.. so im just gonna start doing them as soon as im done settling the choir stuff..

so.. tmr im going off to get paint for banner painting on friday.. oh well.. kaykay.. lets go off now..

ken off.

once again, i find myself forgetting lots of stuff.. best of all.. the comm meeting tmr totally slipped off my mind.. forgot to get the stuff for choir.. haha.. opps..

well spent some time memorising scores.. den packed file.. did abit of housework.. blahblah..

today... went to sch in the morning to pass collected money to marcus yip and collected my books.. technically its a bound stack of photocopied paper.. $33 in total.. gheez.. den.. came home and my bro went off for chalet.. he got pwned by a fly :).. joke man.. he cant stand bugs.. haha.. i seriously think he cant survive NS.. *smiles*..

den, realised that my granny was in an awful state.. she slept the whole day and my grandpa had to drag her out of bed.. seriously she looks damn off.. den called my dad to pick her up to the doc's... had injection.. den at least she felt better.. got darn lots of med ah.. -.-

finally got my ra3.. the tutorials are damn long.. almost 1 hr.. haha.. thought i might as well go thru them though i alrdy played ra2.. lucky i did.. got more commands and new stuff.. makes it more challenging i suppose..

oh well.. have to go back and do something about seniors' farewell.. havent gotten the gifts.. havent even thought of them.. cause the ones we thought of were damn ex.. gheez..

time to go off le.. nights
ken off.

well pw's over, all seemed so simple and yet.. we seem to have a tough time putting it all together.. haha..

im having more fun doing stuff den stoning.. well i suppose u can call me a procrastinator.. haha i have my stuff to pack but i aint doing them yet.. well sort of wanted to finish my ra3 before i touch on anything..

the world's changing.. we now have an african american US president.. a "black" F1 world champion.. haha who would have thought.. we might be facing a totally different world now.. who knows..

yup and once again, it is proven that i cant stand tv programs, esp. ones that are boring or of little interest to me.. haha.. never help but fall asleep.. im actually trying to get avenue Q tickets.. so ya.. apparently its hard to get tickets.. sigh..

oh ya.. and madagascar 2.. watching it with mq.. but den if he's alone i'd rather not.. haha..

ok now im watching bond.. ok i shall be off.

ken off.

hmm, havent wrote in a while, wonder why... have no answer myself.. perhaps life is just too boring to have anything interesting to write about... NAH... partly cause of PW.. there isnt nothing much going on since like 2 weeks ago, where PW occupied a good part of my time awake.. the rest of the time.. well tried to do abit of logistics for choir i guess.. looking around for caterers for seniors' farewell..

just now went to J8 to print stuff and get batteries for my bro's electronic dictionary.. tmr he got olvls chinese paper wor.. haha.. gg him lah.. havent really seen him studied at all, well but since he got A1 for HCL in his end of years.. aiya.. he dun need study also can de lah.. im just thinking, why does some people doesnt seem to need to study but yet still can score well in exams.. sigh..

oh ya, speaking of the time in J8, i walked down to the photo-developing shop, only to find it closing.. sian.. den i got my batt and blatantly saw my bus beginning to drive off and arrive at the stop.. i was like " freak!".. decided that i should actually rush for it since its getting pretty late..
im soo sry auntie to have bumped into u.. apologised to her and she was like sibei buay song.. wad do u want?.. im sry right..

the attitudes of singaporeans really disgust me at times.. being a singaporean myself, sometimes i find it awfully embarrassed to even label myself with people as such.. seriously, if u wanna act smart, try it on a kiddo or someone who would seem to be of a lesser education level, someone who dun think that ur acting smart and would actually do as u tell them..

was on the bus just now, den since i was carrying lots of stuff, (technically its only my laptop, but its HUGE!).. so walked to the front like 1 stop before mine.. den while i was standing there stoning, the bus was packed so i had to stand by the exit. den this auntie who just boarded the bus came over and told me to move to the back. she was like "aiyo boy, can move to the back not? you weren't taught that?" im got so freaking pissed that i moved backwards against the window to let her pass, den replied that im alighting.. gave a super unwilling reply "doesn't it occur to you that im alighting at the next stop?" den i pressed the bell and got off the bus immediately..

seriously auntie.. if u wanna act smart, like i said earlier, do it on someone who u are sure to be in the wrong, wads wrong with me standing by the exit when i know that im alighting soon. and ur angmoh abit the tok-kong.. try brushing up on them too instead of blabbering whatever nonsense and hilarious statements on me can.. jumping to conclusions doesnt really help much, nor does acting smart help too..

like my bro would say, "self-pwned".. lol..

and its not the 1st time i got this shit.. gheez.. seriously, mind ur own business and try asking the guy at the door if he's alighting before u jump into ur nonsensical conclusions can?... it helps and brings u less malu if u actually find them out first.. doesnt it?.. im trying to help u save some face dude..

and earlier on.. spoke to yanqi abit.. just talked to him and showed my concern(?) for him.. well its just that im finding him a tat that bit weird at times.. he gives the awkwardest of answers at times.. but im guessing thats how a person he is.. some people takes things too literally.. haha.. he seems alright i guess.. besides the occasional fuss and stress about PW.. nth much.. im guessing he should be better after OP.. which for his case is on friday... jyjy.. we're all rushing and behind u.. need any help just ask kay?

oh yay.. and lewis hamilton won F1 champsionship.. 1st black and youngest driver to win this award.. hmm 2nd season in F1 only wor.. haha.. well done.. pity Massa.. worked soo hard.. only to lose by 1 point.. oh well.. thats wad lewis faced also mah.. lost by 1 point to kimi last season.. sigh.. haha..

here's a shoutout to all those still having OP.. aka people like me:
"jyjy for OP.. last lap le.. try not to screw it up kay?.. haha.. kidding.. just have fun that day and present whatever hardwork yall've been doing for the past months.. ur efforts would pay off.. good luck peeps"..

yup its getting late now.. time to sleep.. tmr still need to go to yewtee and meet them up for PW.. doh..

nights....*waves... ken off.

today was the visit to OCS.. not too bad i think, at least not as bad as i thought it'll be.. but then again, this is not my first time there. things havent changed much as compared to the last time. pretty ok.. but still, this never changes my mindset of how NS would be.

hmm, nose bled again. its been happening frequently nowadays.. im seeing no reason why, it just happens i guess... feeling heaty..

recently lots of things happened.. the coming together of individuals is an amazing thing.. from total strangers to a pair of BGR parties.. in this week, another pair in my social circle was formed. such things are facinating and sometimes beyond belief.. Quote from Mike Rowe, " u know the thing between u and me, the feeling of such, u caught my eye and i caught yours.. it's magic u know.. have no idea how it happens" ..

when people say that coincidences dun happen, well they do. very often in fact. miracles do happen, the issue of love. its weird.. haha.. oh well.. wad happens when u cross a ___ and a ___ (edited) ... 0.0... haha...

ok ken off.

sometimes, i've learnt to ignore stuff and just do the things at hand. the distractions from the current world is extremely irritating, esp. when ur trying to get stuff done.

its tough to concentrate but when i actually do at times, i am almost never distracted. perhaps i look a tat too serious at times, but thats my way of doing stuff. you either do it or forget about it, dun bother to actually help if ur not interested at all. seriously, it does no good and only deepens whatever dislike anyone has for u.

being about during open day made me realised that life is a weird thing. what u thought was impossible turned out to be not. the strangest things can happen, when ur trying to pull people to ur store, there'll be this gang outside that belongs to ur team physically, but psychologically they're away, attempting to distant themselves to the greater(?) community.

ok, i may not be making much sense now, but i think while i could still remember, this would sound logical until i totally forget what this post is all about.

the hypocrisy of mankind is laughable. it's so fake to the majority, yet so real to the target. now i totally understand the true meaning of by-standers being the clearest. the brains behind organisations never seem to be able to pull things together without pulling strings.

oh well, things do get better.
ken off

realised that lots of stuff never go according to plans, and ur life is actually one of those stuff..

today without school seems pretty boring (not that i like to go sch either, but i just have nothing better to do at home). got fifa09 yest, was pretty impressed by it, the graphics, gameplay, arena.. pretty good i guess. chances are the first impression u get from ea sports would be a darn nice game, nth less..
but i doesnt help if u play fifa whole day, it gets bored at times, and when the tv's dry and nth nice to watch, its time to do something useful

tried to pack my stuff today, well failed cause didnt really started. was just lazing around. the void deck's another place for me to just watch the cars go by and stone. while doing so, began to think about some stuff, the things that really put me off / encourages me / or just simply something interesting that just happen to come across my mind.

lets see wad i could recall. oh ya.. my life just got darn lucky. was on the "retaining" list during CTs.. the Us i've got is never gonna help me promote. so when i got my results and barely scrapped the "dun have to drop sub." criteria, got pretty happy. though some in class didnt make it, im guessing they'll all come well in the end. heard that the retainees' list contains 15 ppl, 4 canoist, 4 tabletennis players and other random people. good luck dudes

den again, u've come to know the actual limits of human beings. watched a few shows that showed people with weird skills. YOGA IS FREAKY!... as seen from some show showcasing yoga in India, woo..

and a few stupid thing's been going on my mind, sort of occupied. there's lots of crappy things going on.

stuff in hand:
- patch up on pw op ppt.
- plan for seniors' farewell
- pack up my notes
- install curtains @ store
- claim whatever outstanding money from treasurer
- and the list cont. as of now, cant think of anymore but im sure there'll be more coming.

ok thats all peeps
nites, *waves

ken off.

sometimes, i really wonder wads wrong with singaporeans. they pick on the smallest of stuff... move to the rear in the bus please..

that day was going home... boarded the bus and only 2 stops away from home.. so it makes that i should start moving towards the door soon. the bus was packed like crap so it reinforces my point.
moved to the front.. den this "seemingly old man with an act smart brain" came over and told me.. move to the rear please.. "please be more considerate and move backwards".. i just pressed the bell in his face and snubbed him.. haha.. oh man i feel so accomplished..

oh ya.. that day when i came home from bugis.. decided to take 130 home... the bus went pass kitchener road.. and i swear i saw an old man gang boarding the bus.. there was like 7(?) of them boarding the bus.. with tattoos and other stuff.. they talk in hokkien and occasionally swear.. lol!.. so old already still act beng.. really.. not funny.. just that they're a big joke.. i was on a seat btw... den they all came up.. i was like.. forget it ur not having my seat.. i just pretended to sleep... the old man gangs totally rock man :)... so nice.. gheeeez!.. wake up ur idea oldies.. aint u guys a tat too old for that now.. haha..

back to buses.. im guessing i should come up with some suggestions like situating the exit door at the back... den this solves the problem with people not moving to the rear.. simple enough.. haha..

cant wait for my fifa 09.. tmr my bro buying for me... well if he can find that is.. lol.. his friend said he saw it.. so asked him to help me buy.. was like discussing with my dad about the economy.. sian.. we're like predicting what will happen.. what he wants to do.. and what suggestions do i have... lol.. and he's flying to penang tmr for free... going to inspect some swimming pool.. his project... but the boss gave him the tickets.. haha.. project going on for 2 years le.. how long do u actually take to build a pool -.-...

ok den.. time to go do work.. erm halogens?.. lol..
ken off.

erm.. feeling bored. im sick and tired of pw. just finished the dummy's guide for hotmail users on singnet. haha lame.. i just know that for OP, we've got to clear it asap and well. dun wanna flunk it..

today was playing basketball.. morning assembly was horrendous. had to stand thru prize presentation. after seeing like 50 people shaking hands with principal, u sort of pity her... she had to shake 50 hands leh.. no a simple job.. haha

den had free periods for bio and econs tutorial, teachers wun free...
was looking forward to pe until we realised what it was. some dancing classes.. was sian-ed, dun mind playing netball though.. but dancing's not my stuff.. brain muscle coordination was pretty bad..

den played with the ip guys full court basketball for nearly an hour.. tired sia.. den went home lol...

gheez... anyway here's the guide... lazy to attach file on other websites, so here's the one:



ok, here's a dummy's guide to solving your hotmail issues. Live mail sucks and its very laggy.
this should work since its the most viable method online and many tried and succeeded.



Steps:
1. Open up internet explorer.
2. At the top left area of the window, click on the "tools" option
3. Move down to "internet options" and click on it
4. At the top of the screen, there should be tabs, select the "connections" tab.


I believe that all of you all that need this are using broadband, dialup users please do not follow the steps below:
(Dial up users please look for me directly)



5. Under the LAN connection button, select "LAN settings".
6. Tick the box under "proxy settings": Use a proxy server for your LAN .......
7. In the address box: type in "proxy.singnet.com.sg"
8. In the port box: type in 8080
9. Click on the OK button and close the windows
10. Restart your Internet Explorer, hotmail should work now.


(If it still fails, change the Proxy that you typed in to proxy2.singnet.com.sg)



If hotmail still doesn't work, follow the same steps all the way to step 8
9. Untick the box that says: Automatically detect settings
10. Tick the box under proxy that says: Bypass proxy server for local addresses
11. Click on the OK button and close the windows
12. Restart your internet explorer, hotmail should work now.


In any case that hotmail still fails, try to untick the box in step 10 in the above steps.


If all fails, please download the newest version of Internet Explorer, (ie. Internet Explorer 7)



For firefox users, the same steps apply, the only difference is that your connection tab does not exist.



After selecting Options:
1. At the top bar there should be this "Advanced" Tab
2. There would be 4 more tabs, select the "Network" tab
3. Under connection, select "Settings"
4. Select Manual proxy configuration
5. Type in the same thing as above under the HTTP Proxy,
Proxy: proxy.singnet.com.sg Port: 8080
6. Save your settings and close.



(If it still fails, change the Proxy that you typed in to proxy2.singnet.com.sg)




If hotmail still fails, move back to the connection settings page.
Select the option: Use this proxy server for all protocols.
Hotmail should work now.





PS: IF ALL STILL FAILS AND YOUR HOTMAIL IS STILL NOT WORKING, IM SORRY AND HAVE NO SOLUTIONS FOR THEM, PLEASE FOLLOW THE EXTREME MEASURES STATED BELOW:

- Change your internet service provider to Starhub
OR
- Stick to Live Mail
OR
- Start praying that Singnet solves the issue for you



OK thats the end of the guide
-END-


Copyright© belongs to shabbies, aka. ken, aka. llama.

yay fifa 09... ok kidding.. nationwide release on the 14th.. zzz.. haha lol.. made me happy for nth..

today was games' day... played well... games.. touch rug in fact.. we were the hot favourites to win.. NOT.. lets see.. lost 3 drawn 2.. how cool's that.. in fact.. we last in so many games that i wun be surprised aqua comes last.. haha.. gg..

den.. went adam road food centre to eat with fb... prawn noodles were pretty good.. ended up getting 4 bowls for sonia eunice2 cheryl and muaself.. im surprised that over-rated food for once does not taste bad.. haha..

den went to macs for ice-cream and watched mikel swirl in a ride meant for 7 yr olds.. not 17.. haha.. sonia's house was next.. fixing her com and stuff.. COOL MAN FOUND OUT SOMETHING DAMN FUN!... srysry... she has like 9 gb of crap and junk.. lol.. internet temp folder busted.. gg.. haha first time see before sia.. lol..

wasabi fillet is quite good i think... like the taste.. was just nice... crapped out for a while.. den joked around and discussed for volleyball and presents for____ (to be filled in.. lets not spoil the party just yet (: ).... lol.. lame lah..

okok lets go slack around now.. oh ya.. so sry shaun.. panged u :) .... i sincerely apologise for my issue.. haha... bb..

ken off.

happy childrens' day... haha so sad for those kids.. got scammed of 1 extra holiday -.- ... oh wells.. gheez haha
anyway... havent really got time to blog anyway... too tired the last few days... today shall do compilation of wadeva i did.. haha..

lets see..
EDIT LAST POST: nelson piquet crashed too :) ..
ok.. after F1 on sun.. slept and studied abit for chem spa the next morning.. went for chem spa den..
skill D was simple... really... considering the fact i had nearly 40 mins after writing my 5th error... -.-... might as well write 2 more den.. no harm done.. haha.. was really time wasting.. give us so much time for wad.. this again leads to my 2nd point..

agreed to meet nicole and zhangxin @ 6 amk station.. thought the spa was supposed to be 1 hr long.. den turned out to be 1.5hr.. so.. had to make them wait for like -.-... 1/2 hr more.. haha sooo sry.. *bows in apology*...

ok went to 3i chalet.. was quite fun.. but den again... its quite lame.. since by the time i went.. they all siam le.. left those that're intending to stay thru the night.. haha.. hmm nicole learnt how to mj.. she learnt a socialising skill now..haha... (oh neos... we taught something bad to her).. haha.. victor and suchin... ie. lovebirds.. went out to walk for nearly 4 whole hours.. hmm wads there to talk about.. only came back at nearly 4+ am... gheez...

tried playing mahjong thru the night.. failed badly.. by the 1st round.. we're all dead.. haha.. in the end watched meteor garden for 1 hr.. den slept.. haha... the girls watched all 18 episodes in one day.. damn champions... -.-

ok was damn tired when i got home the next day... slept for 4 hrs right after i came home... den slept again.. before waking up today at 8 to get to sentosa for fb outing..

fb outing was pretty much okay i guess.. play awfully pathetically for volleyball and frisbee... caught the game in the end finally... haha.. well.. got pretty much sunburnt.. haha.. lol.. im looking like a lobster again.. when was the last time i got sunburnt... hmm.. some time back alrdy.. haha.. gheez..

ok den.. time to sleep.. tmr going sch to fix up store and play ball.. haha.. ok bb
ken off.

F1 today!.. haha naise.. the cars go vroom!.. the cars go zooom!.. the cars go bang -.- ... recorded 3(?) crashes, 2 engine failures and 1 superman :).. all hail the guy-that-shoves-fuel-pump-into-messa's-car ... haha.. he flew like a charm... ok so sry shldnt be gloating at someone else's misfortune... but im so glad messa flunked.. mclaren leads constructors and hamilton has a 7 pt lead over messa.. :)

kimi went boom.. with trulli booming before and barichello(?).. haha gg u... flew and poof.. off the grid..

okieokie.. enough of F1.. chem spa tmr.. wooot.. not too glad about it.. esp. when bbq's tmr too.. haha.. just gotta rush abit.. can play mahjong tmr too.. wooooo... hands itchy.. so sry..

monkey just rescheduled the reformating.. aww man.. gonna wait awhile more for me to wreck.... oh i mean repair her com -.-.. haha..

every man has his evil smiles.... found that out from some variety show.. the kindest of man can have the evilest of smiles.. scary.. u never know wads behind that angel face -.-

ok time to slack around and sleep... bb world.
ken off.

woo after promos.. haha no idea wad to do now... nope im no mugger.. just that im pretty bored of games.. haha.. cant wait for 3rd Oct... fifa 09 coming out.. doh.. haha..

but slacking's pretty fun :).. oh ya.. F1 this weekend.. finally Singaporean Grand Prix :)... haha.. mclaren shall reign supreme again... but alonso clocked best time yest.. gheez.. haha..

ny cousin coming over later.. den can game with him.. yay.. at least he wun dc halfway.. unlike all the other times that he played at home.. gheez.. crappy com.. aka.. carton pc

oh ya.. sonia's asking me over to fix her com.. -.-... nvm lah.. nth better to do at home.. might as well spend it helping others... aww man.. aint i a saint?... hahaha kidding.. actually.. i just enjoy doing such stuff..

GTA4's pretty good.. esp multiplayer... get to see alot of noobs who cant aim for nuts.. :)
lets play.. and play again..

ok ken off..

tmr's the day le... pretty tensed up. dunno wad else is there to study for econs.. frankly speaking.. dun really think i actually studied enough... but oh wells...

today's dinner was gooooood. had sushi again!.. its like the 2nd time in 2 weeks o.o... haha... gg...

anyone up for swimming.. im getting tired swimming alone... sian leh.. 1 hr at the pool doing nth but laps is pretty boring... lucky never doze off and drown o.o... im thinking of going intensive after promos... see how it goes before i start... later no time also cannot..

who actually knew u could flow a flute with ur "inner tongue"... -.-... sry watching tv now... some lame variety show... not really tempted by the food though.. since dinner was pretty filling..

oh well.. time for me to go read my econs... last time..
byebye.. ken off

PS: looking forward to bbq :)..

today went out for dinner.. some steamboat o.o ... lol... was pretty good... here's the end result :)



erm lol... sry.. forgot to take before dinner -.-.. was pretty good lah.. except the quantities were a lot... nearly couldnt finish -.-... oh well.. had salted egg with vegs -.-, deer's meat, fish, and some noodles! + the steamboat of course... haha.. to think that its supposed to be steamboat but we ordered all these other stuff...

promos coming up very very very soon.. like on mon!... gg me... better study harder wor... dun think i've studied enough..

aiya.. ok i shall go study le..
ken off.

promos soon.. like next week... gheez.. havent really done with revision.. shit man.. i feel dead... anyway.. h3's gonna be a bonus though.. not confident about it.. still quite unsure of pae topics.. partly because i self-studied for them.. oh well..

den again.. did some work over the weekends...

lets see.. found my dad cooking today.. haha.. he was like cooking fried egg.. not omelette.. but really deep-fried egg... egg in pot of hot oil straight.. no need for other stuff.. haha.. taste rather.. weird.. not the one that he i ate at the restaurant.. his tasted much more fluffier...

im freaking out.. and not really doing stuff... oh well.. F1 today was crazy!.. hamilton came in 7.. massa 6... vettel first.. woah.. o.o.. oh ya.. not to forget heki came in 2nd and kimi was 12th!.. proves something.. mclaren's still better than ferrari.. !! shocking.. haha..

aiya.. better do some concrete revision man.. dun wanna get distracted no more..

ken off.

today... first day of school after hols.. nt bad wor.. nv dose off!.. its a start.. woah.. revision's nt going on too well though... today's the 1st week im nt gonna have anything after school for the whole week :).. miss those days when im so free... gheez..

well.. nose bled today.. its coming back again.. from the ever so frequent once a day.. to not once in like a few months.. now its back.. been bleeding for the past few days.. o.o... dunno why.. weird nose..

my dad went to see some condo open house a few days back.. its just across the street from here.. literally!.. cost.. 1.2m for 2 rooms, 1.5m for 3 rooms.. wads the point in spending such cash on a house no bigger than mine o.o... dun really see the point.. perhaps im the strange one here.. but seriously.. dun see the point, at all.

oh well.. lets go sleep ba.. tmr got pe!... haha looking forward to all the pe lessons now... so fun.. den release at 12.30... hmm.. about 14 hrs later i'll be back... dun miss me too much ok com?.. haha..

ok ken off.

lets see.. today went over to some relative's house for her 21st bdae... gheez.. speaking of it i blew my top there.. sucks man.. some darn business about the cake coming late and everyone else wanna like go home... only to be held back by some person that thou shall not mention.

got my new specs today also.. hmmm i think the degree abit cocked up.. cause can feel this tinge of giddyness on the right side... right brain and eye abit screwed.. see how it goes.. if it doesnt get any better by next week.. shall go get them changed and checked again... dun wanna be wearing some screwed up specs for promos.. hunts the brain badly...

playing a com is always simpler than studying.. why is gaming so easily picked up while studying's just so tough... cant studying be as simple as gaming.. dunno why i can remember the gaming info much easier than recalling bio facts or chem definitions and assumptions.. gheez...

ok now.. having a mahjong game outside my room.. so can hear all the tiles clanging and stuff going on.. noisy seh... at its like 1am now!... just that they try to keep it down and not cause any complaints flying this way.. oh well.. time to get on with life..

cya peeps.
ken off.

wooo.. specs shop

haha... went to have my eye checked... apparently went up by erm.. 50.. lol... might as well get a new pair of specs... or else need to leave it there for a day.. a day without sight... bad.
oh ya.. also got a new pair of sneakers.. found out that my old pair has a huge hole by my toe area.. can see my sock through that hole lol!.. no wonder i keep feeling weird stuff inside my shoe.. haha.. lets see.. gathered sand, some weird tiny ball, threads.. blahblah..

i've this bad habit to lazing around after i wake up.. cant seem to get into work straight away.. doesnt help if i set alarms, only to be woken up and shuts it off, and get right back to bed... i shld try again tmr!.. must succeed.. wake up by 8 and shower.. that shld help..

been reading thru my past posts.. realised i've matured once again... haha.. feel embarassed by the past post... dunno why.. sometimes i really have no idea why i actually felt that way.. im learning from my past posts.. haha..

lets see.. tmr im going onto my distant relative's 21st bdae party.. hmm den collect my new specs.. cant really see much of a dif though... haha..

ok ken signing off.

happy birthday mummy!!! :) ... today we celebrated my mum's bdae.. went out to king's corpthorne for buffet dinner... ate like lots of stuff.. hmmm.. lets see.. sashimi, prawns, beef wellingtons (???), pasta, sirloin, oysters... wooo.. lots of them.. haha..

here's the end result -.-


den again.. the meal's pretty good.. and not too ex also.. as compared to the sushi that we can eat.. this time was pretty little... partly cause its a buffet also.. lol..

lets see.. we've got a cake back also.. hmm.. perhaps tmr den we cut.. since the official day's tmr.. haha.. well ok den.. lol

bio spa today was pretty ok.. quite expected lah the results.. just that the graph's screwed.. as usual.. forced to draw a best fit line.. just dunno whether its supposed to be drawn this way -.-
aiya gg...
study dude..
ken off.

yoyo..
erm happy teachers' day?
oh well.. havent seen my dad for a few days now... he's staying out lol.. had to accompany some china officials coming to sg... dunno why my dad -.-..

hmmm started mugging(?).. well started on revision kits.. they're ok i guess... just that i seriously need to brush up on my basics before i move on.. havent really spoken to anyone for the past few days.. words with my mum were also minimum.. have no idea why...

den again.. there's not much point in speaking... -.-

on friday, went back cat high.. was pretty ok i guess.. met lots of teachers.. chit chat.. blahblah.. went out with 4-6 after that... lunch at J8 food court... den had a gaming session with like 9 other classmates... zzz.. wasnt really that satisfying either.. no idea why..

oh well.. tmr's bio spa.. hope i dun screw up.. (but there isint really much to screw up about.. after all those leaks by teachers)... zzz..

ok that's all.. ken off.

aww man.. my parents are damn crazy..
saw my mum came back with 5 halls mint.. o.o... asked if the sweets were free.. den she said she "unknowingly" bought them -.-.... turned out my mum thought that other basket on the floor was my dad's... den she brought it... o.o... haha spent as extra 20 bucks on some prinkles... seaweed and halls.. lol..

ok den.. currently i've got a chem test to study for... shld be quite ok lah.. just need to relearn about hybridisation...

gheez... lol.. watching beijing closing ceremony... missed the previous one..

ok den..
ken off.

pong.
poop.
pee.
pie.
pi.
promos (?)

forget my nonsense above..
anyway.. promos just round the corner.. its the time of the year where people freak out and start worrying about stuff.. u either buck up or lose out..

Shabbies' feeling down... worrying about promos.. got so many topic to cover.. yet to study... lecture's still going on as per normal.. seriously doubting the system that this school's following..

Applauding my ability to doze of in lectures... how to stop them.. no idea.. tried to sleep early, doesnt work... tried drinking chicken's essence, doesnt work... tried eating sweets, doesnt work all the time.... tried to sit up, no use.... im telling myself not to sleep... but dunno why.. will unknowingly ko... as of now.. only when im seating right beside my ex classmates den i wun sleep.. but we all tend to talk alot and ask each other qns.. ended up missing some parts here and there..

nicely done dude..
how?... hopeless.
ken off.

okie... finally got my ps3.. somehow i dun feel that excited.. dunno why.. but den again.. love the graphics... so nice :) ... the fried eggs really look like eggs for once.. haha... speaking of which i cant seem to get pass the 2nd mission of MGS4 with normal difficulty.. perhaps its time to revert back to easier... -.-

hmm.. got MGS4... army of 2.. DW6 and GTA 4... wanted to get fifa 08.. den realised that fifa 09 coming out in 2 mths.. dun waste money.. might as well get it like in oct... at least got time to play also..

hmm.. i shld really sleep early now... brain's quite dead.. in fact.. really dead... doh.. haha.. lets go play pool someday.. suddenly got the urge to do so... gheez..

haha ok.. ken off.

today was awfully sleepy.. kept dosing off at home.. amazingly in sch i was pretty ok wor.. den just died when i came home...

lucky done my gp work in sch.. erm math was pretty ok i guess.. still working on it..
i damn pissed.. not with school work.. with my dad..
dunno why.. just pissed.. he seems to be insulting me with every sentence.. cant be bothered to talk to him..

just stormed out the room after he came in.. went out to watch tv..
stupid.

im just gonna go shut myself in the room and sleep... cant stand the tv no more.. olympics make me sleep. drowsy now.. talking nonsense.
off.

hmmm... was doing my work.. well .. tried to do.. until i got stuck... damn it.. i always lose the motivation to cont once im stuck on a qn.. bad habit eh?.. haha..

lets see.. was intending to get ps3 today.. den hor.. my dad got so pissed with the tv alignment.. he said not centralised.. so he went to complain and that guy coming back again on monday to reinstall the tv... gheez.. gonna have like lots of holes on the wall sia.. lucky tv's wide enough to cover the holes.. but they're gonna look very odd...

had a weird dream last night... really weird... dreamt of a few friends walking about in some random mall.. den all of the sudden we went to some ambassy and i started to ask if they actually charge for the parking spaces there.. den.. we drove off in an awfully cramped car to some (wedding?) dinner.. den i went to the toilet .. wtf?!.. haha.. den i came out and kana police raid.. the officers were getting some gangsters.. but they'll awfully kind to us as compared to the rest of the people... den i woke up.. :( .. haha weird eh?... crazy at times.. must be the weird gangster show i watched before i slept.. haha..

den again.. im still stuck at my work.. dunno how to cont.. sian tmr go and ask people ba.. haha

ok ken off... byebye!

today.. u've got a sick ken..

lemme tell u how i fell sick..
this morning during econs lecture was pretty much konking up.. felt queasy all around.. (u know the feeling when u're about to get fever).. den had bio test... was stressing up alrdy.. but still quite ok.. went for PE.. thought after i sweat it out shld be ok..

den came econs tut.. totally KO-ed... died on the table... ate panadol from kenyan.. den helped abit i guess... den during GP.. konked out again... haiz... den was math... was too busy trying to catch wad he was teaching to konk out.. den.. didnt go choir.. went to the doctor's...

aiyo.. can we like mix all the med?... dunno leh.. i ate panadol + funny med from home + funny med doc gave + honey drink o.o... scully all counter each other.. gg me..

as of now.. i have sonia yap screaming down my neck to get me to sleep.. yah... ok i shall sleep le..

nitez. ken off.

havent posted in a while.. hmm.. sort of busy.. the usual stuff i suppose.. clearing work... o.o...

lets see now.. most recently.. on friday.. had bbq with 3i... sort of became a clique outing.. but oh well.. im mean.. everyone has outings on friday... supposedly many think alike.. haha.. im totally disappointed... cause zhengjun panged me... nice :0... sian... oh ya... am i supposed to pay for the bbq?.. forgot le... remind me the next time i see yall..

hmm yest.. went out with my family for breakfast.. den decided to go funan and get my laptop bag... den ended up.. my dad got "persuaded" to get a full-HD 32' TV... he says gonna hang it up in my room... den my bro got damn nice reaction ah... "does that mean its gonna be ps3 and not wii?".. haha he asked me.. im like o.o... ok lor.. ps3 it is.. so my dad agreed to pay for the console.. i shall pay for the games.. oh well.. thats good :)... gonna go get it this weekend.. guess im going to the yishun place.. the one that my cuz told me about..

lets see... i cant watch tv le.. dunno why cant seem to stand them... keep dozing off every now and then.. so decided to just go msn and chat.. do random stuff and ya... that shld be it.. not really in a mood to mug.. tired... maybe.. tmr i will mug.. since no choir.. den release at 12.30.. ok :) ... good time..

ok den... that shld be it.. bye!
ken off.

hmmm.. went for hcv concert today.. was pretty good leh... heard some familiar songs from novo.. vj... and blahblah.. oh ya.. happy belated bdae to sonia...

cleared my treats today... lets see.. paid for sonia and clarissa's drinks... mikel was apparently.. left out.. cause some unfortunate event that he happened to want lemon tea.. which is a different queue from the fruit juices.. oh well.. sad.. im lazy to queue there..

den.. as i was on my way back.. started messaging nat about the night cycling thing.. turns out my mum doesnt allow.. haha sad... den msg until forgot to get off the bus.. damn it... missed my stop lol.. den had to walk all the way back.. lucky was just like a few hundred metres more.. if its like the highway stops ah.. im so gonna kill nat...

found out something hilarious today.. my dad and mum got retained at the woodlands customs today.. lol!... turns out my dad carelessly took his friend's passport yest while playing golf... den today wanted to go in msia to get some blueprints for his project.. den tio caught at customs... he didnt even notice he got the wrong passport lol.. was interrogated for like an hour or so.. den got warning letter somemore.. haha joker sia... -.-

now.. im rushing stuff... just completed eom draft 2.. now got econs essay to complete... oh well... have fun ken.. u'll love ur workload..

ken off.

hmm.. went for caal today.. perhaps its one of the best caal sessions i've ever went.. cause we didnt have to handle kids at all i suppose -.-... went there did lots of saikung.. like cut paper.. decorate the place up for National Day and Beijing 08.. weird though... we're here teaching the kids about all those stuff.. well supposed to.. in the end the 5 guys ended up drawing and cutting...

den again... that's wad i like about it.. not doing anything... after some horrific experience with certain kids.. i've learnt to fear them.. let them do what they want man... bunch of innocent (?) people....

came back and decided to do some stuff... well tried... fell asleep soon after coming home.. perhaps im just too shack.. did some stuff .. ya.. that shld be all

have to carry the whole PW file home.. dumb me.. forgot to leave in kenyan's locker.. sian... teacher wanted us to submit today leh.. but den when i wanted to.. the room's locked.. so might as well hand up tmr..

well gonna miss choir games day coz of consolidation tmr... drats.. intending to quickly finish my work and hope that consolidation ends early.. or choir ends later.. (which shld nt be the case).. gonna play my fill in the morning.. meeting the guys up for games.. soccer i think.. at least satisfy my crave for games..

just found out we're released at 10 on 8/08.. nice :) .. though some schools out there dun even have to go to school.. but oh well.. we're njc.. thats the difference.

okok.. dozing off again.. time to sleep
bye, ken signing off.

how's life people?...
today went to bukit timah hill... went to climb that place to take some photos and videos for our PW... sian leh.. we had to fake out a good chunk of it.. our "interested participants" were more of "innocent bystanders"... gheez ... we climbed all the way up lor... but we chose the shortest route.. no point going all the way up... our "participants" wun be happy also..

den came home alone as usual... found out got a whole chunk of work to be cleared.. how about that.. i tried starting work at 3... den after slacking and a slight case of dosing off... finally got to work at 4... did bio prac and bio consolidation structured.. completed them by dinner.. den had dinner alone!!!.. cause mum went out.. so i went out to the kitchen alone and fed myself.. sat back down in front of com and did more work... well AQ's.. pretty straightforward if im right... but den again... i'd never know how i'll fare.. hope that my way of writing AQ's right... dun wanna get the wrong concept about it..

hmmm bbq on 8 Aug.. nice :) ... waiting for that day :). .... but agreed caleb that i'll do morning singing after NDay... sian... o.o... hope by 9 Aug i'll complete my work.. hope so... hoping... but chances are slim.. considering the piling up of work...

okok... time for bed... though im nt done with econs.. heck lah.. could do abit during PW.. since my group done with presentation.. ok done..

bye.. ken off

finally done with PW ppt draft 1... WR not out yet.. den some dumb guy wanted us to present.. to practice our OP.... im beginning to hate him... he's causing me to spend unnecessary time working on not-so-urgent stuff.. cant do my own work and study for my own test... bad test results blame who?... me ah... screw off man...

havent felt so pissed over sch before... tmr ends at 8 for me.. reach home at 9... got econs essay, bio test to study for... this = no need to sleep until 1... = sleepy on friday = sleep during lectures = never listen = dun understand = bad results = mug late at night = sleepy again..

well done... nice cycle u have there.. keep that up for the next few month and say hi to the new J1 batch next year when u become their classmates...


and as of now.. im still waiting for the rest of my group to send me PI.. tmr some guy wants it again... he suddenly threw a bomb at us today... "hiiiiii people... tmr i need your PW file.. with all PIs and GPPs inside... (gives the disgusting smile)... " very nice eh... great way to end the day.. very very nice.. and im still waiting for PI.. unless i do my econs essay now.. i wun have time tmr... if they still dun send me their PI... dun come blame me tmr when our group cant hand up PW file... cause i dun give a f***king damn about it... who asked yall nv send me the stuff...

screw this life man... horrid... and tests and deadlines have to pop up at the same time.. what kind of life is a life of an NJcian, lemme tell u.. a screwed up one.... so screwed u wun understand it until u become part of it... so screwed that sometimes.. i feel like giving up... so screwed that... days i just dread waking up in the morning to go to sch... seriously.. cant time just stop for like 1 whole day.. for me to clear up the shit i have left... please?...

off.

today... was pretty.... ok.... got lots of stuff though...

on thurs.. need to get ready powerpoint for PW presentation.. trying to fix the bluetooth now.. hopefully it works out on thurs..

lets see.. we've got bio consolidation test on thurs... bio tutorial test on friday... and lots of crappy assignments to hand it..

apparently found out something interesting... Mr Eric Gwee... ex-09S03I teacher... found his name on NJC's chem website.. as one of the teachers in charge of the website.. maybe he's just a moderator there.. afterall.. he's an ex-NJcian... but its weird though.. why was his name there? o.o.. unless he's like teaching there now -.-... ima go kaypo tmr.. check if he's really there not... haha woah.. imagine Eric Gwee teaching me again o.O... rendezvous -.-

tmr.. got choir wor... ending late again.. means tmr night chances are i dun get to do much stuff.. back from choir = konked... how to do work o.o... think ima rush out the work tmr afternoon... like before choir -.-...

kaykay.. my bluetooth done installing le.. gotta restart com.. see if it works :)

ken off.

Journey Home:
After CS's competition, we decided to just go off... It's pretty much a slow walk home, just a few random cars passing me by as i walk.. alone -.-... what supposed to be a 10min walk soon turned to nearly half an hour... as i stroll along the sides of RJ.. at night.. all seems quiet.. nth goes on around this district at night... for once the streets of Singapore are pretty much empty.. 0 activity... im just alone here... the long walk home on the pavement.. its amazing to see that even at that time of the night, RJ's still lit... just empty... walked past the basketball court from the other side of the fence... reminds me of some horror movie.. where the ball bounces alone on the court -.-...


even the roads are silent.. empty junctions... silence's in the air... the traffic's so distant that they appear like stars in the nightsky, luminous yet quiet... an empty feeling's in me.. -.-


didnt realised this part of my neighbourhood changed so much in the last few months, the station's almost done, can see the lights lit, the traffic junction's all fixed up... seems so unfamiliar to me.. sometimes i really miss the messy lights and crossings, the mixed up feeling that i get..
the last time i went pass was like... i dunno.. after Feb?.. ya... that shld be it... used to be the route that i take everyday.. now its like o.O...

haha im pretty much emo-ing around...

quit whining ken.. ur life's like that.. face it..
CS did a pretty good job with the competition.. he got 1st i think -.- ... nonono 99.99% chance he'll top.. unless so rich kid spent like 1k on votes on some other guy.. or else ya.. shld be it...
and got sooooo screwed.. when realised that i dragged sonia and mikel the wrong way.. opps -.-.. *peace... pity my pocket plz... :) ...

kay.. im done with it le... *waves
ken off.

this is a weird day.. the last time i remembered this date was when im like p1?... that time i kept thinking my birthday was in july -.-... 17th july in fact.. didnt know i was a may baby.. haha... lolx

currently.. updates!... glad i chucked 3 pieces of paper off my 'to-do' list.. soooo glad.. at least im done with econs, bio and chem prac... today was like any other day in sch i guess.. nth much happened.. though i knew alot more about sooi... i mean a lot!.. like how he feels in his class... how he looks at stuff... and how well i actually click with people o.o...

my bro's being as asss again.. he just told me tmr he dun need go sch.. got e-learning... but he going sentosa and play o.o... cause weekends coming mah... at 12mn.. he's still gaming and talking crap with his friends... gheeeeeez.. wads this world coming to!..

sleepy!... been trying to keep awake in class.. but to no avail.. learnt a new trick though.. if getting sleepy just drink some water... and sit up straight.. slap urself a few times -.-... ya.. that shld keep u awake for the next 5 mins.. until the pain goes away... ur throat's no longer filled with water.. and u lay back on the chair.. well done ken... keep this up and U's will be served right in ur face -.-

just love honey... mum made me this honey drink.. feels much better after drinking it.. she actually did realised that i've been working late nowadays.. rushing work.. aiya its my fault lah.. im a procrastinator.. but im trying to change.. oh well.. trying's the word...

gheez.. its getting late.. going off le..
ken off.

today's pretty busy.. apart from the apparent fate of handing up EOM 1st draft tmr..

didnt go for caal today.. seriously havent been there for like 2 mths? .. only been there twice.. aiya other classes also dun have.. gheez. quite waste time.. -.-

rushed home right after sch.. decided its about time i start on my EOM.. completed EOM and bio project concept map.. sigh.. den mugged for chem test tmr.. there's bio essay test tmr also.. but i think tmr go sch earlier and mug le... today really tired..

missssss bball... had a few shots last week... nt bad wor.. chopped a few times on ABC.. haha won ABC in the end.. -.-... i wannna play actual game.. but chances are i'll stand there and wait for shots.. haha... wont be running about as much... im not a bballer ok?. i just enjoy playing ball.. haha..

sleeeeeepy le... tmr no catnap.. haha.. buahbye

today.. went to some relative's wedding dinner.. o.O... the food was not too bad.. just the portions abit the small :D... well but then again.. relatively full after the whole banquet.. oh well.. at least we get to eat something nice :) ..

just found out my cousin's actually taking accounts in U.. haha she's been at it for 1/2 a year le and i have no idea about that... feel scammed!.. she told me she wanted to do like media (?) ... or whatever it is.. haha now she told me she's flunking her POA.. -.-

heard lots of comments about consoles... xbox's out the window.. no way im getting that.. as for PS3.. the games rock.. but den just realised my tv doesnt support HD.. so not much use.. i could always hook it up to my laptop though.. but i think my mum's gonna kill me if she finds out -.-...

so... it boils down to... wii or ps3.. haha dunno lah.. save money first.. haha :) ... luke wrote something weird to me.. saying that he havent seen me in a while and asked me if im free on monday 0.0... weeeeeird. its only like 1 mth since i saw him .... haha...

maybe he got the wrong person.. haha he and his DADA... he's going bonkes!...

DADA! ... dododooooodgoooogooogaaagaaaaaaagaaaa poop!....
ignore the strange annotations... dunno wad im typing.

kay toodoos.. adios.
off.

today.. oO.. sry brain dead. just finished math VA... as in really finished.. not almost. :) ... spent 5 solid hours on it... it'd better fetch me a good score.. or.. gg.

really bad wor.. tmr got chem test.. but math va is 10% of promos.. cant screw that up.. so put math va first.. ended up.. havent started for chem test.. well done.. but its 2 topics only.. oh wells..
timed somemore... 15mins o.o... even the streamed science classes cant finish.. wad about me.. -.-..

time flies when u do stuff... sat on my bed and on my com for 5 hours.. heard all the songs through.. haha... my com's going crazy... it shutted my dreamweaver like 9999999 million times... every now and den it just goes poof.. and dreamweaver off... darn... better let my com sleep.. or else he siao le and im dead.

my bro's being an ass again... when im busying rushing my work.. he sits beside me and game... very very distracting.. very. but cant complain... dif age mah... wait 1 1/2 years... and i'll game in front of him when he studying for O's.. muahaha

sry crazy now. dun mind me... brain's not really working.. uber lots of typo... o.o...

ok byebye... going to mug for chem le..

today's a slacky day.. decided not to go for caal, PE lessons were free periods, econs tutor not free... so effectively i had a 140min lunch o.o... went to bball and did some tutorials.. well.. didnt make much progress though... was still stuck at the same old question..

was asked to go zap scores... dang.. the photocopy shop was filled with crap ah.. the auntie no time to print for me.. so i had to print 40 copies and staple them all my meself.. -.-... den somehow.. i had to use my own printing card.. den no recipe leh.. hope still can claim... or else will become like wad zhengjun told me before.. 死无对证.. damn.

never knew the papers out from the machine could be so hot o.o.. haha... jammed the machine like 5 times.. got the others queuing behind me pretty much pissed... i hogged the machine for like 1/2 hr.... gheez...

i believe im a psychic.. somehow.. o.o... was i emo-ing today?... feel that im just acting myself... wads wrong?.. can sense stuff going on de.. she's feeling down these few days.. but how did i know? she never tell me wor... haha.. i can sense wads with her :) ... feel so accomplished... o.O... but why am i affected?... zzzzz bah..

hmm i swear i didnt receive the NDP disc.. well remember i took from clarissa.. but dunno where i left it.. not in my bag wor.. hmm o.O.. aiya at most go kope from someone and burn... speaking of burning... got to burn 20 discs for some event.. wtf.. well i volunteered.. so... dunno wad came over me though.. but i think i shld be able to claim ba.. can slowly take my time and burn.. use 3 coms lor.. just gonna take a while...

ok den.. ken off.

today's a... screwed (?) day.. not too good.. firstly.. i was deprived of my shortest day, since tuesdays are usually my shortest days, dismissal at 12.30... but some strange stroke of luck, the school decided to switch today with monday's timetable, with sooooo coincidentally, appears to be my longest day ... gheeez...

fun? maybe.. dunno. well.. at least no ikibana o.o ... YAY!.. have i mentioned i totally hated floral arrangement? ... guess i did heh.. well... he didnt come today.. was sick!... oh my.. how lucky can i get?.. see less of him = clearer understanding of PW.. he comes in with a contradicting statement each week... rebuts what he said the previous week and totally demands something new from us.. what in the world.. sometimes.. i seriously have no idea what he wants for PW... his worksheets dun make much sense to me either.. sometimes whatever he says rings no bell in my head... totally new.. sigh

thou shall not speak of thee. gheeez. hmph. how's life?.. wad's life? dunno. everyday's been pretty mundane.. go home.. shower, tries to watch 1 hr of TV, tries not to fall asleep while doing so, switches on the com, play music, column writing, blog, and start on proper work until 12 (?)... sleep. that's the life of a no-life. have to catch up with stuff i guess... dun want the same results for promos.. doesnt look too good now..

well time for the last period of my day.. completing sch work... oh wells.

bye

haha... didnt realise my last post was past midnight.. lol.. bah.

anyway.. today was pretty much uneventful... went to Jurong East to do bio project... was alright i guess... as usual took 1 hr to get there... 17 stops on the train.. well done kenneth... wouldnt have survived without my phone... started project at 1.. talked rot and slacked around.. when everyone actually got settled down.. was about 2 le.. den chiong project... was pretty productive i guess... den completed by 5.30... reached home at 7 -.-... project was pure bullshit throughout.. dunno wad i was typing.. just blabbered my way through..

dinner blahblah.. got angry over some stupid stuff that i shant continue.. tried to sit down and do econs.. found out was pure piece of shit.. cant do no nuts.. o.o... woah.. tmr need to go sch ask people liao...

den went to reviewcolumn and suddenly.. poof!.. inspiration.. wow... wrote an article in under 10mins... things just rushed through my brain and typed everything down.. lol....

no time to think about non-important stuff... o.O.. wonder wad are they though... ):

deadlines to rush.. math VA!... oh my... doesnt look too interactive leh.. but no time to change le.. sigh.. handing up this week.. just dunno which date..

come to think of it.. tmr doing floral arrangement.. (whatever u call that in jap).. totally dread tmr.. wad's that about.. doing arrange flowers to experience the journey of that guy's life.. well done.. cant wait to rip those flowers to shreds.. chances are i might..

boooooo... ken off!

today's grandpa's birthdae... wheeee... happy bdae... have fun with granny.. :) ...

haha finally got my sushi again.. dang.. wanted to have sushi yest.. went to sushi tei at thomson plaza.. den realised need to wait 1/2 hr got a seat.. gheeezzzz. too hungry to wait... so went food court instead.. hmmm den found out a pencil that doesn't break... o.o... c'mon.. its just a mechanical pencil that doesnt need to click to push the lead out. damn shit.. haha... my dad had fun joking the saleswomen.. he said... if u wanna deal business with a PRC.. need to learn about the thing fully.. dun get conned.. cause they tend to tell the half truths... hahahaha

the sushi's darn good... much better than sakae.. haha... though we had to wait 15mins.. but den its totally worth the wait.. naise!..

tmr gonna have bio project meeting.. to actually get us started so that we will finish the project on time..

sigh.. im cleaning my work up at least... totally lots of crap on my 'to do' list.. gheeez..
haha got addicted to a song.. "点一把火炬".. by JJLin.. nt bad wor.. and its a single.. :) ..

kay.. ken signing off.

hmm.. today went to SGH for blood donation... coz.. blood bank not enough blood.. haha.. lol.. nat was a damn big joke.... firstly he got freaked out when he found out they actually test the blood samples of each donor for syphillus -.-.. haha.. he FLUSTERED!.. ^^... den he started feeling all weird and funny when he was filling up the form for the blood donation... den he got recalled of the time he got dengue.. a daily blood test.. haha.. he was freaking joke ah. zomg.

blood donation was not painful at all lor.. no feeling de.. apart from the injections.. other stuff were pretty much... painless... in fact.. was feeling so comfortable on the sofa.. den when the nurse told me im also done.. im like o.O.. so fast??! haha... was uber tempted to sleep lol.. but i scared when i fall asleep.. they might one short draw 3 units of blood.. haha gg -.-..

after donation.. felt damn high.. wasnt tired.. not feeling weak.. my brain feels light.. maybe cause too little blood went there o.O.. floaty.. gooogooogaaagaaa..

haha.. kidding.. the bandage was kool!.. got lots of colours (: ... HAHA!.. lolx.

woooooo caaaarleeeersss. o.o

dang. lolx. ok ken off..
PS: reviewcolumn's lagging badly.. how to post sia..

today.. got back bio mcq results.. got to say.. im shocked. oh wells. CTs aint going too well for me.. everything's sort of .. screwed. sigh.. anywayz.. im done with my review for today :).. and finally my review from like.. 2 months ago.. haha.. WOO THX CHRIS.

just found out i still got savings -.-.. from dunno how long ago de.. haha... so i could be getting my console earlier than expected.. nt really a good thing though... promos.. dang. crap. i dun wanna get addicted to anything now.. this's not the time. im still recovering from the shock of CTs..

today was darn emo in class.. dunno why.. right after lunch.. i was doing my corrections for math.. den o.O.. the god of emo threw his "blessings" on me.. and i totally became emo... den when i found out during PW that we're going to do floral arrangements next tue.. my face totally went black.. c'mon.. have i mentioned i hate floral arrangement?.. its sooo... eh.. so... ***************.. dunno wad lah. crap.

well at least.. i can look forward to tmr... a time to finally determine my blood type -.-.. haha.. and im donating blood (: ... first time wor... 500mls... sounds alot leh.. haha... nvm lah.. its for a good cause... o.o

ok... haha ken off.

finally the start of july.. i cant wait to start work at reviewcolumn again... sigh.. gonna save up man (: ... but den my mum started asking me.. "where's the pay from last month?"... sian.. so im keeping my lips shut about me starting to write again... though sooner of later im still gonna tell her... before i get my console that is.. dun want her to scream down my neck after getting the console..

oh wells.. lets see.. results are pretty bad... so fb dinner sure not on me =D... *heaves a sigh of relief*.. but den.. results... looking at it now.. shld have studied harder.. in fact.. start earlier.. cause i ended up rushing like crap during the last few days.. haha im starting for promos soon.. after i clear my projects... 2 more to be cleared by next week.. 1 more econs project coming up soon.. gonna clear those fast and start for promos.. perhaps i shld start off with my common test topic.. so that i dun feel left out after all these new topics... im pretty much ahead of the class.. sigh.

gheez... great im not 2x mq now =D.. haha.. now im... 1.9 (?).. about there i think.. =D.. blood donation on friday... homecoming on sat.. which i shall finally get my o'lvl cert and testimonial... hopefully the testimonial looks decent..

today's job fair was rather crap.. it seems to be that my class's the only few classes that actually realised that we have a quiz regarding the fair to fill up.. the prize's a 150 bucks food voucher o.O.. for the class... in which i'll never get to use it.. cause i dun go for class outings =D... the last one.. who went ah?... it became rather a clique outing... the guys boycotted... every single one of us..

im tempted to join DSTA.. for the computer science.. but den come to think of it.. my IT knowledge aint that good... perhaps im only good at problem solving... the others... BAH.. bad. though a scholarship would look awfully nice on my testimonial when i leave NJ.. i cant bear to leave SG though... the friendliness... sigh..

kaykay *waves*

never felt so motivated in my life... dunno why... i've been productive tonight.. completed bio essays.. 3 of them in just over an hour.. not bad lah i think.. considering the fact im doing work at home with music on -.-... haha im determined to do my stuff now.. never felt so good about doing work...

believe it or not.. been training at home.. haha competing dips with my bro.. pushups.. blahblah.. no one would have expected that.. neither did i.. oh wells.. =D... things do change i suppose... my bro signed up for biathlon... means he's gonna go training on sats.. yay.. finally i dun have to swim alone.. got to complete 2k on sat -.-.. well that's my aim actually.. he just needs 400m... dang.. how tough can a 400m swim be?.. doh..

den today's the end of the month... enough of slacking from reviewcolumn... better go back writing.. need to save up for ps3 / wii / xbox360.. doh... jyjy in another 2 months u'll have ur own 3rd generation console =D.. and u dun have to get cash from ur mum (: .. means dun have to debate with her about the pros and cons of having a console ... that's good news i suppose

today went for sushi buffet... to say truly.. apparently i ate one of the least.. with like 10 plates nia .. doh.. haha but den 10's enough for me i guess... normally dun get sushi.. (dang.. there wasn't sashimi.. sigh..)

well haha that shld be all... my aim for the coming term?.. study hard... play hard... look out for cheap games on consoles... save up and get them for sep hols... haha... oh ya.. about her.. sigh... shld i tell her?.. doh -.-.. tough decision.. could go either way.. sigh. haha

cheers, ken

time flies... another day had just gone by.. without me doing much... tried to wake up at 9... den i decided to lai4 chuang2 until 9.30... den 9.45... finally woke up at 10... switched on the tv.. watched for barely 5mins and fell back asleep.. when i found out was like 12 le -.-... dang..

studied for chem h3 today... well tried to study at least.. but got a good chunk of them i dun even understand.. i've been reflecting on the fact of taking h3.. shld i even take it in the first place.. when my chem foundations not very good... sigh.. *cross fingers*.. hope can pull through the test.. passing might be a problem though.. try ba...

while studying.. found out that there's another topic tested tmr... sigh.. teacher nv pass us the notes wor... well h3's independent learning i guess.. so we'll just have to learn on our own... but den i so late den find out about this.. shit -.-..

im truly hoping that the test tmr will be fine.. at this stage.. it doesnt seem too well.. sigh.. im finding it hard to concentrate and study properly.. need to wake up sia.. or else promos... really gg..

off.

today... decided to revamp my blog outlook.. feels better now.. i've been obsessed with music.. cant seem to stop listening to them... at least it gets me lost.. makes me feel better..

been emoing alot on the blog.. in fact on lots of other places -.-.. sigh.. dunno wads on my mind.. i seem to be lost in thoughts every now and then.. have no idea why im like that suddenly... just prefer to be alone at times... in front of friends im like someone else.. it seems that i've split personalities.. well.. we all need our quiet times at least.. im showing this side of me to my blog.. and my class.. outside these 2 areas.. i've no idea wad i've became... sometimes i find myself unfamiliar.. who am i?

music sets me in... makes me feel better... well.. no idea about anything.. just need to mug i guess.. still got h3 chem selection test coming up on monday... still trying to figure out wad areas are tested... guess i just have to stay focused and study for it.. im having 2nd thoughts about h3.. but just take the test first ba.. wads there to lose?...

sigh... ken off.

After 4 days of intensive last minute mugging, finally done with common tests.. how did i fare... lets not mention it... apart from an apparently fate of getting U for chem... everything's quite bad too -.- den there's the a-capella thingy coming up.. we formed an a-capella group for seniors' farewell party, next year's talent-time and choir performance.. that means a whole lot of songs to learn.. crap -.-

friday, crashed eunice's house to play -.-... wad did i do... well played wii for a while.. learnt how to play cluedo... and played winning eleven, which saw Japan beating Brazil 1-0 AET =D... lol.. nvm
feeling pretty queasy after my common test.. i shld be happy.. but i have no idea why im feeling that way.. perhaps.. i dunno...

dun really feel like gaming nowadays.. just dun feel the joy of gaming no more... i feel much better going back to writing for reviewcolumn or chatting with people, rather than gaming... unless my bro gets my addicted on something else.. or doubt i'll be playing much...

no time to play also.. got h3 selection test coming up on mon.. its meant to be a killer.. be glad to have 5/20... -.-... and i dunno if i have the time to take h3s... and whether i can cope with so many stuff going on at once... sigh..

sian... im feeling very weird now... sigh.. buahbye

today's the official start of CTs... well after 1 month of intensive(?) mugging.. boils down to this period.. all seems to well.. early in the morning and i didnt feel like sleeping at all.. by right i'll be dreadful in the morning.. trying to catch cat naps anytime possible.. but den i didnt feel tired at all.. o.O...

am i supposed to be excited to meet my classmates again... actually to say the truth.. i didnt have anything special to say to them.. am i supposed to miss them o.O.... dunno lah.. but sure am i glad to see my choir mates again... it seems awfully long since i last saw them... -.-

had GP paper in the morning... 1 word to describe it "horrendous"... cant understand effectively half the extracts... den the other half.. the questions didnt really understand also... though i find the summary and vocab pretty ok... cept the inference qns... literally plucked my hair out figuring out wad crap it meant.

den in the afternoon had econs. by right.. im supposed to freak out and dunno wad to write about for econs.. since im not at all familiar with the concepts... amazingly.. pulled through... thoughts started flowing back and im writing like my history paper again!.. aint i glad... the data-based was pretty much "using my own  knowledge".. dunno which theory to apply to which qns... wadeva lah... can think of wad den write wad lol. -.-.. doh.

tmr's chem.. hope i do well.. im keen to take up H3 chem.. and 1 of the criterias for H3 is to score B for chem... crap... gg -.-

den finally saw the 09s03I class tee design.. i have to admit.. zhengjun's not too bad an artist... quite cute ah... haha... but den... why am i so big -.-... big fat teddy right smack in the centre.. zzz...

haha ok thats all.. bye!

it's been a long time since i last posted... anyway.. here's the deal. im pretty much screwed... i have 2 days left to finish up my revision.. which im not even near done with all of them... well some of them is pretty done, left bits and pieces here and there... but im not confident at all.. how?.. its tough.. im too not sure of all the concepts either.. crap.. there goes my CT.. there goes H3.. zzzz...

not feeling too well today... well emotionally i guess.. perhaps the stress's getting to me.. perhaps something's wrong with my mind.. perhaps.. i dunno... havent really been acting myself lately.. time flies when ur having fun... soon.. the june holidays would be over... 1 whole month of holidays.. reflecting on wad i've done.. seriously nothing much... besides busy building personal relations with many -.-... its weird u know... those people that u think u know alot about.. suddenly become strangers.. while others.. im getting to know them soon enough... o.O...

this holidays... first week was purely "returning to school" week... every single day was spent in school.. no place else.... den week 2 came the CIP camp... met several friends... those that i wun be seeing for a while... brucegan was the main focus of the camp... stuff all about him....

3rd week... was "trying to start proper revision" week... not alot done though.. cant put myself to start... it also seen the leaving of one of my choir mates.. left for new york.. den again.. i've never knew that the clique was so united.. until he left -.-... den this week... wad did i do? nothing... sushi buffet perhaps?... thats about all...

well met her during this hols... not alone though.. as a group.. well people say that relations grow over time.. and u get the see the real things in groups... o.o... well.. wad can i say... now's the time for studies... not a time to be distracted.. bad time in fact...

kk... take care guys.. im off

well.. 2 weeks left b4 school reopens.... 2 more weeks before CT... 2 more weeks before submission of lots of projects... gheez.... 2 weeks all i have left to fix my life.... got time mah... hope so..

finally done with the 3 day cip day camp with 09s03i.... goooogoooogaaaagaaaaa.... im turning into a kid... bah. *bite u ah*... ok thats totally random.... 3 days leh... with kids somemore... confirm tio psycho until....... gg.. haha.. the kids are quite ok lah.. at least for my group... some other groups got the more irritating people... heng sia..

hmmm.. i was with nicole.. yiusum... jiahui.. amadong... well .. according to BRUCEGAN... we're the rare commodity.. so need to use wisely... we're the saigang warriors... doing all the ... saigang... had lots of fun though... fooling around.. joking with ... not the kids.. but with the rare commodities.. haha... nat: "as full as a full-stop".. zomg... *stomachache*

missing them leh... well had a great time with those peeps... we're the 4 musketeers.. nono i mean the 4 jokers.. and germaine's still a slut... (ok slut's a bad word.. how about ... ok cant think of any other words to describe her le).. dang...

well agreed to luke's team ... need to help them do 30 surveys.. ok lah.. good lor... now can have reason and "coax" them to help me do survey... good lor..

den hor.. today went over to NTUC.. saw jinsei.. he's getting stuff.... tidbits and drinks to party lol... haha they watching euro at his house.. dang.. nv invite me.. boo.. haha jkjk... he's with his polo team lah.. happy watching.. =D...

okok.. haha shld be going off now.. byebye

today ah.. went for cip briefing with the 09So3I leh.. haha quite fun.. at least get to see some long time no see peeps.. and im still shocked that zac remains as a luke... he actually told the instructor.. "im luke zhang"... wtf... sounds weird.. wrong -.-

somehow i feel that i dun seem know them as well le.. in fact.. it seems that im quite distant from them... den again.. perhaps was because never see them for quite some time...

the absence of yuling, viet, muquan and yiusum seems quite significant.. without mq the joker... and yiusum... it seems all too quiet... silent.. we just dunno wad to say to each other without mq around.... he's the bridge i guess.. that one that links me to the rest of the class...

some remains unchanged i guess.... nicole's late again.. as usual.. haha waited like 15mins for her... well.. 15 mins not too bad.. i guess... its always right to wait for a lady -.-... (as compared to the last time.. this time was a big let off)...

and some really seem to change alot... well guma changed like.. oO... dunno wads with her.. she acts so different as compared to the last time i saw them... i feel that im different now though... used to be talking lots of crap and joking around... now i cant even speak up... during the role playing.. i was like.. all quiet and stuff... maybe cuz got strangers around... (well.. they're the new 2nd intakers) -.-... i cant speak as well... maybe im affected by something... maybe........

.... ok thats all folks...adios

hmm came back from thailand on monday -.-... pretty screwed.. boring... yawn =D... i mean seriously.. there isint much for me to do there.. in fact i didnt do anything at all lah.. was dragged out of bed each morning and had to follow the tour guide.... besides bringing back gifts.. also brought back a bug.. fever, sore throat, flu, muscle aches, indigestion.... 5 -in-1 eh?.. nice lah..

3 days without com.. without any contact with modern civilisation... sigh.. (technically i dun really consider bangkok as part of my definition of modern civilisation) =D... the only relief was that i actually bought some games back and they actually worked!.. wow..

nevertheless...there's 1 thing i like about bangkok.. that is.. the TAXIS!!!... its quite good looking lol... for a city as messy as bangkok.. its quite nice to find taxis and vehicles that look very clean and the paints look real nice on them lol.. i mean.. they have like 11 different colours of taxis out there... (at least 11.. cause i only managed to take 11 pictures.. saw some more though).. there's pink / green / blue / yellow / red.. blahblah... damn nice ah.. cute =D

3 days from civilisation.. spent my birthday in thailand.. first time in my life i nv eat cake for birthday leh.. quite sad right ? -.-.. well my dad wanted to buy to me.. but i rejected.. dun wanna try cakes from thailand.. scared indigestion come up again...

its sad.. really... quite... i dunno wad to say.. sigh...
take care peeps.. have fun during ur class camp =D... take care girl =D

today's a... slacky day.. i think.. not too much work to do.. havent been given any holiday homework yet.. yar.. so.. besides the occasional tutorials.. everything's pretty normal.. nothing much happening.. just aint feeling that well.. the indigestion's still raging in my stomach.. feeling puky at times...

but den havent been all well and happy though.. dunno why.. in fact for the past few days i've been feeling quite off.. emo-ing feeling down.. bah.. sad... damn shit.. hate it man.. worse of all.. i've to spend my weekends + vesak day in bangkok.. and my bdae gonna be spent there.. sigh.. wtf man.. its not that i dun like to go abroad.. but just cause if i go there.. no time to spend at home.. den if tmr give more work im as good as dead.. have to tell teacher den blahblah.. crap... wasting time man..

i dunno lah.. my life's getting screwed.. bad... hope something really changes... or else... 1 1/2 year's gonna be long... very long... tough..

nite

well.. i dunno wad to say exactly.. im quite pissed today.. in fact very.. first was during free period.. we had 2 periods free cause my teacher went off to send one of my classmates to hospital.. dislocated her knee during PE -.-... the group said they wanna discuss about math project.. well.. i wanted them to get things started.. but they keep getting distracted and kept joking about nonsense.. not even interested in discussing... if u dun wanna discuss just tell me.. den i can go do my own stuff... quit wasting my time if yall not interested to do.. i can do it alone.. its not a big deal.. since i'll be doing all the IT stuff..

and den my most hated person in class kept pissing me off... its a HE btw.. he tried to be funny during lessons and kept whining about stuff.. lucky im not the only one against him.. he sucks.. seriously.. im trying to avoid him.. whenever he pops up into the conversation.. i'll just shut up.. in fact the whole table quietens down when he's here... really.. damn it...

and den my mum had to keep pestering me to fix up the com for my dad.. i'll DO IT!.. quit bugging me.. im already darn pissed today and she kept knocking onto my door when im doing my work.. i'll do it soon.. after i've cleared my work..

and best of all im talking about people and telling them how to manage their anger when i myself cant even handle my own emotions.. in fact some in class found out that im not feeling good the lesson right after i got pissed by my groupmates.. sigh heck them man.. at most im gonna solo the project again.. like wad i've been doing all this while.. sucks.

ken off

ok.. today was supposed to have my double PW period... a lesson for us to consolidate our GPP and edit... our teacher was supposed to help us with it lol.. guess wad?... he pon-ed school... aiyo... so we effectively had a double period slacking at the com lab... When u put a class of teens in a com lab... u'll most probably end up having a whole lot of gaming... horrendously loud laughters and lots of nonsense.. well that's wad exactly happened -.-...

but our group at least did something.. we managed to come out with a plan that would be feasible and quite creative wor.. gonna have documentaries.. craftwork.. nature walks etc =D...so we just got to fix our GPP up and we shld be done...

no idea why i keep falling asleep during lectures leh... lucky got my classmate beside me.. he keeps waking me up... but im sleeping quite early leh.. i think.. 11.45's quite early right?.. shld be lah =D... and im having indigestion now.. cant seem to stop burping and... erm... releasing gas? =D... haha.. sry im digusting.. i admit -.-

zzz.. okay..... ciao

happy mothers' day to all mums out there... esp. to mine =D.. haha thx for everything mum..

ok.. today.. did some mugging... well couldnt really do much though.. cause was more anxious of the this evening's football match.. the last one of the season le.. dunno wad im gonna do after that.. no more football during the weekends... well cant be bothered with euro 08.. since there's no England.. there's nothing to watch.. really =D

oh ya.. did i mention that we got 4th for the gaming competition that i participated? ... haha.. well quite disappointed though.. cause there's a 75% chance that we'll get a trophy.. but den wad to do when u lost 2 consecutive matches.. the semi-finals and the 3rd place playoff -.-... sigh... i got to admit.. they're quite good.. but den again.. they're J2s... so that means they'll all be out by next year.. and we shall win =D...

today had mothers' day dinner .. AGAIN.. zomg.. im feeling so darn full.. bloated in fact.. yest. we had one at a jap. restaurant.. and well.. its pretty good.. could have been better -.-.. perhaps im a fussy eater =D....

haha ok... that shld be all.. im watching the match of ManU against Wigan now.. the last match of the season.. the title match so to speak... so... haha nitez den... oh ya.. take care girl =D

hmmm.. haha lots of stuff happened this few days.. lets see if i can remember -.-

oh ya.. college day.. hmm after we performed that day.. i didnt really do much.. spent lots of quality time with my choir mates.. chatting.. emo-ing at the balcony of NJ.. at night it's a great place to be.. quite dark.. windy and the view across to HwaChong's quite nice... the lights =D... i was supposed to go down to my store to help.. but den lazy to go down.. would rather stay there and talk cock with people -.-.... oh ya.. and they say i can make a good councilor.. oO...

on monday!!!! day off!!! and finally i got my bball game @ RJ.. hmm dunno if its lucky or not.. when i was on my way there, i met ms ooi when i was about to get in -.- ... haha said hi and she's like "hey.. wad ya doing here"... play ball lor!!!.. hmm wore my MR tee in.. haha nobody suspected me.. but den again.. aint i look weird.. lke im the only guy in the whole school wearing the house tee.. and im not the only "RJ reject" that went back.. saw a few NJ peeps there too.. haha..

den again.. my teacher wanted me to hand in my GPP like this week.. den he realised he got lots of stuff havent go thru yet.. so in the end postponed to next week lol... and my group needed a total overhaul of the GPP.. cause i realised that we're actually focusing on the wrong part of the person's life -.-.. haha aww man.. i feel cheated.. after spending so much time on it

oh ya.. yay ... i ace-ed my GP test lol... wow.. im amazed.. and i topped my class =D.. happyhappy.. dang.

haha.. boring leh.. tired.. perhaps i shld sleep early tonight.. since not much homework..
nitez peeeps

haha... yesterday did my NDP recording at some recording studio deep in the factory area of Bukit Merah.. lol... hmmm thought was gonna be some ullu run down place.. boy was i wrong, looks may be deceiving..lolx.. the studio's pretty advanced .. and darn comfortable.. haha we were supposed to be recording until 9.. but den in less than 2 hours.. we finish recording.. even had time to edit some bad parts of the song.. =D..

den hor.. we had to wait until 7+ to wait for the bus to arrive.. cause we cant just go off like that mah... so had dinner there... hmm was treated to pizzas lol.... a lot of them in fact.. got so full.. and we still got 1 full large pizza left -.-.. so someone had to bring it home oO.. wonder who's that guy.. pity him 0.0

hmm we suddenly became very important leh.. perhaps cause we were doing something for the nation... a buffed up army officer came over and escorted us to the studio lol =D.. he had to stay through the whole time while we're recording.. hmm -.-... feels weird to be protected by a stranger.. haha.. maybe singapore scared someone will hijack the bus and kill us -.-... haha...

lolx... hmm busy preparing for college day =D.. come over and look look -.- .... hmmm anyone know wad's kongsi?... cause our renovated LT's renamed Ngee Ann Kongsi LT... -.-... hmm is it in hokkien? ... as in company.. -.-...

haha ok im off.. nitez

haha quite glad today.. cause finally we managed to beat someone in the competition.. lol.. im like woah.. we won.. cant believe it... its a tough match nonetheless, but we somehow pulled through.. hmmm.. good lor.. as long as we win the match on friday also.. den we're in the 2nd round =D.. hey i paid 4 bucks for the competition leh.. better make my money count =D.. haha...

training? nah.. no time.. got to complete work.. or else really die liao.. workwork!!!!! mugmug!!!..

but den again.. im kinda distracted nowadays... cant seem to concentrate during lectures or tutorials.. dunno why.. im always thinking of something else... was thinking of my competition.. den it became how bad lecturers were.... den starting dozing off lol!... hmm.. perhaps im sleeping too late.. will try to sleep early someday.. or else its gonna be pretty bad.. no point going school to sleep right...

hmm NJ college day coming... anyone interested to go?.. i could bring yall around i guess.. since i didnt really have anything much to do... my class taking care of the decorations for the house stall leh.. so by that time we only need to set up in the afternoon and i think we're free to roam about -.- ... its on this coming sat.. so anyone wanna come =D... oh ya.. the choir's performing also.. and im inside =D.. come watch us .. u wun be disappointed ....

oh ya.. im also involved in this year's NDP song recordings lol... the NJ choir J1s are the ones that will be singing for NDP.. some remix version of the old NDP songs... One people One Nation.. blahblah.. u know them -.-... hmm so during the NDP parade u guys would be able to hear the J1s of NJ lol!... woooooo... -.-

bah.. ok... that shld be all.. nitez

hmm.. i could be running for exco position in choir lol... preferably QM -.-... haha but i dunno if i can make it or not leh.. cause its like there's lots of competition for it.. in fact all of them are 1st intakers.. and already know the people there quite well... as for me.. im still quite a greenhorn there.. dunno lots of stuff.. and didnt really know what the choir wants.. sigh... it's gonna be a tough campaigning process.. hope i get the post though.. den at least i can have a better cert / testimonial or something =P

den hor.. today managed to find lots of stuff to use on my com.. effectively i transformed my com from an empty shell to something much more comprehensive... lots of stuff.. haha lolx..

erm hey.. im having another day off on next monday.. wheeeee!... that means.. -.-... ok i've said it lots of times.. ball!.. lets hope yall would be playing.. plz?... oh ya.. sadly i cant go for RJCO concert.. gheez.. cause going thailand.. haha -.- damn crap... i'll miss my vesak day weekends.. got to go Thailand with my dad's company people... dunno go there for wad also... sigh... den hor my bdae will be celebrated in thailand.. dang.. gonna be unique though.. first time celebrating my bdae abroad..

haha ok... im going off.. sleepy.. nitez

well.. feeling unjust.. i dunno wads wrong with my competition team.. cant seem to play properly for a while.. couldnt even win some other dumb screwed up team.. sigh... what to do.. i mean if they're good i'd admit it.. losing wouldnt be much of a problem.. but den again... they were a man up and despite someone leaving on them... they still used him all the way.. and when i asked them why use someone who's already not playing.. den just replied that... eh cannot meh?.. ok lor u all win.. play until so cheaply.. well done.... i swear.. gonna stop playing whenever i can... or else im gonna still get angry over such people.. still gonna be as irritated....

... have no idea what's my last post was about... its a moment of that feel... erm.. ya.. its just that.. just got that sudden urge to spill it out.. or else cant really sleep well.. dunno wad im talking about.. nonsensical.. its true though.. haha.. stay happy.. stay well... and im content.. and btw.. she's not from NJ.. how the heck would i like people from there... haha though some of the choir members are not that bad... at least they're fun people.. i think.. still dunno them well enough...

sigh.. life... bullying me.. have been feeling down and out.. nothing's been going right... sigh..

bye