22nd February

Harlo world.

I'm all hyped up for the my driving test tomorrow afternoon at 4.30. Its all come down to this then, 4 months of driving. Today's judgement day I guess. I think I've grown alot in my driving, From an utter noob that couldn't stop stalling the car to someone who (I think) have at least mastered the circuit course as well as driving outside with such confidence. HAHA.

I really enjoy driving on the road, it beats the circuit FLAT anytime man. The feeling of always having to change gears, cruising on empty roads (as compared to jamming at the crowded circuit) is just immense. Indescribable. Lets just hope that I can clear this final hurdle and officially become a driver :)

And NS is just around the corner. I'm feeling a tat queezy just thinking about the fact that I'll be going into NS and officially ending my time as a wanderer. On the flip side, I'm awfully looking forward to it, the new life I'm gonna have, there's simply to much to anticipate. Life's been all smooth-sailing for me (apart from the unexpected boot from RJ) but hey, NS's gonna be the deciding time of my life I think, the time that I will truly reflect on what Shabbies is all about for the past 18 years.

Needless to say, I'm partly scared of NS. The uncertainties it brings. The things people say that make it sound so horrid. The feeling of being a "lesser human" in the eyes of the officers there. Guess the only thing I can do now is experience it for myself.

Oh well, its time for me to do last minute revision and go to sleep.
Laters.

ken off.