28th December

Well well well, its 28th already?!

I was viewing random websites and suddenly feel like changing my blog url, to my horror, shabbies.blogspot.com was taken! GUESS WHAT?! Its some website that mocks indian advertisements, and its inactive.
Here's the link: CLICK ME

Tmr's the day i finally go for my FTT, after postponing for like 2 months. Still, i have no idea when's the time for the test, better go check it out online soon. You know, i get awfully worried for the test, no idea what type of questions will be coming out and how bad (i presumably assume its bad already) i'll fare in it.

Shabbies has got to face the fact sometimes, and not hang on to wayward dreams that are too distant to be coming true. He thinks that the world's a simply place, yet the complexity of humanity is a difficult concept to grasp. In times like this, its better to just simply let go, and hope that all comes well. When it comes to choosing friends and those to hang out with, I have no doubts that my choices are good ones, yet it is sometimes difficult to understand what they expect of you, and how you should act in front of them. Too much and they think you're an ass. Passive and they think you're emo-ing.

Shabbies is going to be a real busy guy soon, with all the driving lessons having to be packed into a short period of 40 days. With 20+ lessons to complete, do the math and it ends up with a lesson every alternate day. Coupled with my part time job at my dad's, its hard to find time to do the things that i truly want to do.

Some say time heals all wounds. Others say the sands of time will smooth out all blemishes of social relationships. Perhaps its about time i let time take over. Let the sands brush itself across the platform of all relationships. The world will be a much better place for me. I think.
Its pretty hard to identify the things that actually bug me - those that are deeply entrenched into my heart from those that are just a thing of today. Yet, the confused state of the mind never fails to combine those 2 together, making a huge mess of it. Only time will be able to differentiate them.

The 10 days in China, being out of reach, seems so joyous. I thought I could let go of everything. Escapism seems to be the easy way out for me. Yet when im back here, it all comes back now. Things that i thought i've given up on came back to me. Things that i thought were gone all returned to me. What can i do to get rid of them. What should i do?

Yup, time's the thing. A little time off perhaps.

Shabbies yacks on.

ken off.