19th July

hmm, shabbies just passed his basic theory driving.. lol.. to think that i actually studied so much for it.. then realised that it was simply common sense.. really.. maybe i only need the book for the signboards.. its really retarded.. why would u accelerate when ur right beside a turning truck that has to turn outwards to complete its turn.. aiya.. dumb..

hmm.. and yest. was prolly the 1st time in my life that i actually did the dishes alone... like really alone, without any help.. cause mum and dad went out, and my bro didnt feel like helping.. drats.. but hey, it wasnt that tough afterall.. not to mention i think i did a really good job at it.. haha..

and i think my mum's getting old.. this is the 1st time i actually see her this tired.. really.. its about time we start helping out with the housework.. like really help out.. and not just do it once in a while.. havent seen her acting like that before.. never really thought about her getting old.. but today.. yeah i saw it.. yup im all grown up now..

i feel slacky.. but yet, i have lots of stuff to do.. drats.. i think i need to plan my time better.. like less time sleeping during the weekends.. i never fail to snooze after my alarm rings.. like even at 10.. i snooze it.. im trying to wake up.. but i cant seem to do it.. maybe this coming weekend i'll try again.. hopefully it'll work out.. dun wanna spend so much time sleeping, and then not being able to sleep early the night later..

oh well.. i must remind myself to book adv. theory test asap.. dun wanna forget.. somehow, i have great empathy.. like huuuge amounts of it.. alright i get the point, dun have to act so in front of me..

sigh, night falls again.. and im gonna go sleep now.. nights.. *waves*

ken off.