today was super short.. and i seriously think a particular teacher of mine has a screw loose in the brain.. like serious.. when she's normal, she's evil.. and when she's abnormal, she's kind and "jokey".. sigh..

today, GP was a scare-fest.. like seriously, well not like every lesson's not.. but yeah, today was scary.. i'd think that the firing squad's less fierce.. and it gets over in an instant, unlike GP which i have to endure for another 3 months.. bad bad

forgive me for being pessimistic.. but yeah.. im starting to wonder when the girls say that they'll actually maintain fb like even after we graduate... dunno.. simply by looking at the blog.. it says alot.. right after we step down.. yup 0 activity.. and yes, i am a passive guy.. waiting for it to happen.. i do not wish to be the one that is maintaining everything.. sick and tired of doing such stuff.. yes i've been doing it for years.. like ever since.. erm.. my memory permits.

lets try a paragraph without "double dots". i find it awfully difficult to do so, cause i'm need to start typing in complete sentences and not just random expressions. such random expressions do not actually fit into a paragraph without double dots. oh well, time to revert back.

its not my style of typing.. thats it.. i'd reckon that it'll somehow help my GP.. since im always critisised for my language structure and expressions.. sigh..

oh well.. ken is sleeping.
nights

hmm, shabbies just passed his basic theory driving.. lol.. to think that i actually studied so much for it.. then realised that it was simply common sense.. really.. maybe i only need the book for the signboards.. its really retarded.. why would u accelerate when ur right beside a turning truck that has to turn outwards to complete its turn.. aiya.. dumb..

hmm.. and yest. was prolly the 1st time in my life that i actually did the dishes alone... like really alone, without any help.. cause mum and dad went out, and my bro didnt feel like helping.. drats.. but hey, it wasnt that tough afterall.. not to mention i think i did a really good job at it.. haha..

and i think my mum's getting old.. this is the 1st time i actually see her this tired.. really.. its about time we start helping out with the housework.. like really help out.. and not just do it once in a while.. havent seen her acting like that before.. never really thought about her getting old.. but today.. yeah i saw it.. yup im all grown up now..

i feel slacky.. but yet, i have lots of stuff to do.. drats.. i think i need to plan my time better.. like less time sleeping during the weekends.. i never fail to snooze after my alarm rings.. like even at 10.. i snooze it.. im trying to wake up.. but i cant seem to do it.. maybe this coming weekend i'll try again.. hopefully it'll work out.. dun wanna spend so much time sleeping, and then not being able to sleep early the night later..

oh well.. i must remind myself to book adv. theory test asap.. dun wanna forget.. somehow, i have great empathy.. like huuuge amounts of it.. alright i get the point, dun have to act so in front of me..

sigh, night falls again.. and im gonna go sleep now.. nights.. *waves*

ken off.

today's the day that i get to skip lessons for personal reasons.. like the 1st time this year.. but somehow, i feel stupid skipping lessons on the shortest day of the week..

well technically, its not skipping lessons but excused cause today's the follow-up to my CMPB checkup during the june hols.. had to wake up like almost the same time as normal days, and only reaching home at like 5+.. whereas if i were at school, i'll like be home by 1.30 o.o.. zzz

took train to NUH to have my "exercise induced asthma" checked.. o.o.. i was sort of betting with my mum that i'll meet someone i know at marymount station.. cause it was like during the early morning where the RJ dudes are going school.. and expectedly, i met lao zhang.. o.o.. haha..

well.. at MMI, the test was.. erm.. retarded.. i totally hated the spirometric test.. really bad.. was panting badly already after the run and had to blow into some dumb tube.. i almost died from wheezing.. lol.. well.. the doc sort of confirmed that my test results were positive (ie. i got exercise-induced asthma).. am i supposed to be glad? that i "might" be able to be assigned to a lower pest.. or am i supposed to start panicking that i might just have an attack while exercising and gg on the floor.. haha..

then in the afternoon had to travel to national heart centre to test.. i find the people there much friendlier than the MMI guys.. maybe cause they are professionals while the MMI people are sort of assigned there.. o.o.. oh and my ECG results were ok.. so basically, i wasted my time at NHC.. reached there at 11.. had to wait until 2.35 for my appointment.. well.. had a nice nap though..

oh well.. just finished my math online quiz.. yes i know im darn late.. oops... and i scored like a 9/0.. yes 9/0, not 10.. doh.. haha..

alrighdio, time to sleep now, got sch tmr.. bb..

hey, life's been tiring.. yup.. tiring..

CTs just over, yet im still studying.. wahahaha.. got driving test coming up mah.. wad can i do?.. mug lor.. though i have this feeling ima failing it.. theory only leh..

and i realised that im everyone else's elder brother.. received this comment today from some friend.. "you really act like my bro".. yeah.. its not the 1st time.. wad's there to act?. i am an elder brother..

oh and shabbies has a whole lot of checkups to do in July.. got to retake my X-ray, cause they say the image wasnt really clear.. seriously.. next time, check before letting me go.. i dun wanna specially go to such an inaccessible place for 10 mins 0.o.. and i have to take some test to determine my "sports-induced asthma".. and my heartbeat's weird.. though i dun really understand wads the problem with it.. i swear im alright.. even other doctors say so.. all except the CMPB dudes..

oh and i just wrote a dummy's guide to using system restore for someone.. nicely done.. havent done that for a long time.. really missed the times where everything seems so simplified.. woot.

oh and im swimming tmr.. 2k shld be enuf.. -.-

alright.. ken off.