woah, syf's like in 8 days time... am i supposed to be excited?.. haha.. oh well

today went over to VCH for dressed rehearsal.. it seems that we are sort of accustomed to the acoustics le.. but den.. we're like not understanding the songs, well thats according to ms lim..

oh well.. oh and i was watching soccer that day.. then its like spurs scored 2 against manu in the 1st half.. was like.. hopeless liao.. so im switched channels and came back like 10 mins into the 2nd half.. in which.. ronaldo converted a penalty.. o.o.. den manu ran riot.. 5-2 the final score... how exciting can a game get? haha

hirk.. and i left my bottle in school again, how many times had i done that?.. erm like.. o.o lost count.. haha..

F1 is unfair and i find it awfully uninteresting, coz braun abused a loophole in the rules of the F1.. diffusing system screwed up big time.. haha..

oh well, time to get off and complete mmy work..
ken off.

hey, today's like a dead tiring day.. think i woke up on the wrong side of bed today.. like seriously, got up and dropped dead on the couch.. have no idea wads wrong.. haha

was watching Chelsea vs Arsenal yest on the TV when i fell asleep at half time.. dang.. didnt get to watch it.. but heard from my bro (amazingly he was rushing work until like 4am).. he said that Chelsea won 2-1.. drats..

oh well.. that means ManU gets to beat Chelsea again :)

oh oh... and im dead pissed with doing bio MCQ.. genetics makes u go crazy... it sucks when u have to comb thru like 40 odd pages of notes just to dig out that 1 sentence that makes a whole lot of difference to ur answer..

and i realised that my mum's awfully nice to me.. never felt her letting me do so much things as i will and to the extent of not questioning me at all about spending another $14.50 on my ps3.. haha.. had to used her credit card.. i thought i'll pay her back the cash since i have like my own savings.. den she said "aiya, dun bother lah"... o.o... true that mother-son shldnt have anything such as "this is mine and thats urs"... but woah.. thats a change.. maybe she relinquishing the bare time we have left together before seeing me go into NS and say buehbye to my home for 2 whole years..

come to think of it.. i cant bear to walk away from this house for 3 whole months.. i mean like BMT.. wad makes u think u can get back home.. i've never left this home on my own for more that like a week.. but but.. the thought of it just... gheez..

alright... time to have my medicine.. been having this cough since like yest. night.. gotta get well before SYF.. erm no, before dry run.. yeah.

ken off.

woah, today's like dead tiring.. i have no idea why.. and i still have to drag the guys down for blazer making like on sat.. sian

oh and NS med. checkup registration's up... its like a gruesome 150min test and we have to draw like 8 tubes of blood o.o... ouch.. haha, and we're supposed to measure our own head circumference.. why am i so amused by it..

and when i got back, the cat freaked me out again, i swear its camping there for me.. it enjoys seeing me freak out and thinks its dead funny, which is not.. -.-... bloody camper!

PW's out today.. well aced it.. somehow, im not surprised at my results.. not to say that im cocky or anything of this sort, but my group's spent alot of time at it, and i seriously think we deserve our results.. but im pitying some people, they've havent got their A, not because of them not performing up to standard, but because of persistent individuals that refuse to take into the consideration of others..

anw, tmr's like steamboat at gene's.. o.o....

ok im sleeping le
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woah hoho.... april fool's day -.-.. nth much happening eh.. i dun really recalled getting pranked on at all.. haha.. oh well.. shldnt i be glad?

somehow, im feeling that i dun seem to understand people as well as i thought to be at first.. somehow, their actions buffles me... i dun really get wad they mean, or wad they intend to signal to me thru their messages.. sigh.. im losing my touch as one who has deep empathy towards others..

today's practice was none to say, normal.. life goes on even during the SYF season, and seeing other performing arts getting the results that they wanted, im starting to feel the heat of the competition.. the need to face up to the challenges and the standards of the people, the need to maintain the high standard set by our seniors with their past achievements.. eugene told me that he wants to cry on the day of the results, saying that he wishes that he'll weep tears of joy.. that brings me to another point, what happens otherwise?.. wad if we dun meet our expectations and fall below par.. wad if.. lots of "wad if"s to think about.. the consequence seems ever so daunting..

and people are misunderstanding me too.. gheez.. wads this world coming to.. wad has the ever cheerful people that i know of becoming to.. i dunno how to react to this.. sigh.. the world's changing.. i dunno.. aiyo..

sigh im off to do my stuff..
ken off.