hmm.. went for caal today.. perhaps its one of the best caal sessions i've ever went.. cause we didnt have to handle kids at all i suppose -.-... went there did lots of saikung.. like cut paper.. decorate the place up for National Day and Beijing 08.. weird though... we're here teaching the kids about all those stuff.. well supposed to.. in the end the 5 guys ended up drawing and cutting...

den again... that's wad i like about it.. not doing anything... after some horrific experience with certain kids.. i've learnt to fear them.. let them do what they want man... bunch of innocent (?) people....

came back and decided to do some stuff... well tried... fell asleep soon after coming home.. perhaps im just too shack.. did some stuff .. ya.. that shld be all

have to carry the whole PW file home.. dumb me.. forgot to leave in kenyan's locker.. sian... teacher wanted us to submit today leh.. but den when i wanted to.. the room's locked.. so might as well hand up tmr..

well gonna miss choir games day coz of consolidation tmr... drats.. intending to quickly finish my work and hope that consolidation ends early.. or choir ends later.. (which shld nt be the case).. gonna play my fill in the morning.. meeting the guys up for games.. soccer i think.. at least satisfy my crave for games..

just found out we're released at 10 on 8/08.. nice :) .. though some schools out there dun even have to go to school.. but oh well.. we're njc.. thats the difference.

okok.. dozing off again.. time to sleep
bye, ken signing off.

how's life people?...
today went to bukit timah hill... went to climb that place to take some photos and videos for our PW... sian leh.. we had to fake out a good chunk of it.. our "interested participants" were more of "innocent bystanders"... gheez ... we climbed all the way up lor... but we chose the shortest route.. no point going all the way up... our "participants" wun be happy also..

den came home alone as usual... found out got a whole chunk of work to be cleared.. how about that.. i tried starting work at 3... den after slacking and a slight case of dosing off... finally got to work at 4... did bio prac and bio consolidation structured.. completed them by dinner.. den had dinner alone!!!.. cause mum went out.. so i went out to the kitchen alone and fed myself.. sat back down in front of com and did more work... well AQ's.. pretty straightforward if im right... but den again... i'd never know how i'll fare.. hope that my way of writing AQ's right... dun wanna get the wrong concept about it..

hmmm bbq on 8 Aug.. nice :) ... waiting for that day :). .... but agreed caleb that i'll do morning singing after NDay... sian... o.o... hope by 9 Aug i'll complete my work.. hope so... hoping... but chances are slim.. considering the piling up of work...

okok... time for bed... though im nt done with econs.. heck lah.. could do abit during PW.. since my group done with presentation.. ok done..

bye.. ken off

finally done with PW ppt draft 1... WR not out yet.. den some dumb guy wanted us to present.. to practice our OP.... im beginning to hate him... he's causing me to spend unnecessary time working on not-so-urgent stuff.. cant do my own work and study for my own test... bad test results blame who?... me ah... screw off man...

havent felt so pissed over sch before... tmr ends at 8 for me.. reach home at 9... got econs essay, bio test to study for... this = no need to sleep until 1... = sleepy on friday = sleep during lectures = never listen = dun understand = bad results = mug late at night = sleepy again..

well done... nice cycle u have there.. keep that up for the next few month and say hi to the new J1 batch next year when u become their classmates...


and as of now.. im still waiting for the rest of my group to send me PI.. tmr some guy wants it again... he suddenly threw a bomb at us today... "hiiiiii people... tmr i need your PW file.. with all PIs and GPPs inside... (gives the disgusting smile)... " very nice eh... great way to end the day.. very very nice.. and im still waiting for PI.. unless i do my econs essay now.. i wun have time tmr... if they still dun send me their PI... dun come blame me tmr when our group cant hand up PW file... cause i dun give a f***king damn about it... who asked yall nv send me the stuff...

screw this life man... horrid... and tests and deadlines have to pop up at the same time.. what kind of life is a life of an NJcian, lemme tell u.. a screwed up one.... so screwed u wun understand it until u become part of it... so screwed that sometimes.. i feel like giving up... so screwed that... days i just dread waking up in the morning to go to sch... seriously.. cant time just stop for like 1 whole day.. for me to clear up the shit i have left... please?...

off.

today... was pretty.... ok.... got lots of stuff though...

on thurs.. need to get ready powerpoint for PW presentation.. trying to fix the bluetooth now.. hopefully it works out on thurs..

lets see.. we've got bio consolidation test on thurs... bio tutorial test on friday... and lots of crappy assignments to hand it..

apparently found out something interesting... Mr Eric Gwee... ex-09S03I teacher... found his name on NJC's chem website.. as one of the teachers in charge of the website.. maybe he's just a moderator there.. afterall.. he's an ex-NJcian... but its weird though.. why was his name there? o.o.. unless he's like teaching there now -.-... ima go kaypo tmr.. check if he's really there not... haha woah.. imagine Eric Gwee teaching me again o.O... rendezvous -.-

tmr.. got choir wor... ending late again.. means tmr night chances are i dun get to do much stuff.. back from choir = konked... how to do work o.o... think ima rush out the work tmr afternoon... like before choir -.-...

kaykay.. my bluetooth done installing le.. gotta restart com.. see if it works :)

ken off.

Journey Home:
After CS's competition, we decided to just go off... It's pretty much a slow walk home, just a few random cars passing me by as i walk.. alone -.-... what supposed to be a 10min walk soon turned to nearly half an hour... as i stroll along the sides of RJ.. at night.. all seems quiet.. nth goes on around this district at night... for once the streets of Singapore are pretty much empty.. 0 activity... im just alone here... the long walk home on the pavement.. its amazing to see that even at that time of the night, RJ's still lit... just empty... walked past the basketball court from the other side of the fence... reminds me of some horror movie.. where the ball bounces alone on the court -.-...


even the roads are silent.. empty junctions... silence's in the air... the traffic's so distant that they appear like stars in the nightsky, luminous yet quiet... an empty feeling's in me.. -.-


didnt realised this part of my neighbourhood changed so much in the last few months, the station's almost done, can see the lights lit, the traffic junction's all fixed up... seems so unfamiliar to me.. sometimes i really miss the messy lights and crossings, the mixed up feeling that i get..
the last time i went pass was like... i dunno.. after Feb?.. ya... that shld be it... used to be the route that i take everyday.. now its like o.O...

haha im pretty much emo-ing around...

quit whining ken.. ur life's like that.. face it..
CS did a pretty good job with the competition.. he got 1st i think -.- ... nonono 99.99% chance he'll top.. unless so rich kid spent like 1k on votes on some other guy.. or else ya.. shld be it...
and got sooooo screwed.. when realised that i dragged sonia and mikel the wrong way.. opps -.-.. *peace... pity my pocket plz... :) ...

kay.. im done with it le... *waves
ken off.

this is a weird day.. the last time i remembered this date was when im like p1?... that time i kept thinking my birthday was in july -.-... 17th july in fact.. didnt know i was a may baby.. haha... lolx

currently.. updates!... glad i chucked 3 pieces of paper off my 'to-do' list.. soooo glad.. at least im done with econs, bio and chem prac... today was like any other day in sch i guess.. nth much happened.. though i knew alot more about sooi... i mean a lot!.. like how he feels in his class... how he looks at stuff... and how well i actually click with people o.o...

my bro's being as asss again.. he just told me tmr he dun need go sch.. got e-learning... but he going sentosa and play o.o... cause weekends coming mah... at 12mn.. he's still gaming and talking crap with his friends... gheeeeeez.. wads this world coming to!..

sleepy!... been trying to keep awake in class.. but to no avail.. learnt a new trick though.. if getting sleepy just drink some water... and sit up straight.. slap urself a few times -.-... ya.. that shld keep u awake for the next 5 mins.. until the pain goes away... ur throat's no longer filled with water.. and u lay back on the chair.. well done ken... keep this up and U's will be served right in ur face -.-

just love honey... mum made me this honey drink.. feels much better after drinking it.. she actually did realised that i've been working late nowadays.. rushing work.. aiya its my fault lah.. im a procrastinator.. but im trying to change.. oh well.. trying's the word...

gheez.. its getting late.. going off le..
ken off.

today's pretty busy.. apart from the apparent fate of handing up EOM 1st draft tmr..

didnt go for caal today.. seriously havent been there for like 2 mths? .. only been there twice.. aiya other classes also dun have.. gheez. quite waste time.. -.-

rushed home right after sch.. decided its about time i start on my EOM.. completed EOM and bio project concept map.. sigh.. den mugged for chem test tmr.. there's bio essay test tmr also.. but i think tmr go sch earlier and mug le... today really tired..

missssss bball... had a few shots last week... nt bad wor.. chopped a few times on ABC.. haha won ABC in the end.. -.-... i wannna play actual game.. but chances are i'll stand there and wait for shots.. haha... wont be running about as much... im not a bballer ok?. i just enjoy playing ball.. haha..

sleeeeeepy le... tmr no catnap.. haha.. buahbye

today.. went to some relative's wedding dinner.. o.O... the food was not too bad.. just the portions abit the small :D... well but then again.. relatively full after the whole banquet.. oh well.. at least we get to eat something nice :) ..

just found out my cousin's actually taking accounts in U.. haha she's been at it for 1/2 a year le and i have no idea about that... feel scammed!.. she told me she wanted to do like media (?) ... or whatever it is.. haha now she told me she's flunking her POA.. -.-

heard lots of comments about consoles... xbox's out the window.. no way im getting that.. as for PS3.. the games rock.. but den just realised my tv doesnt support HD.. so not much use.. i could always hook it up to my laptop though.. but i think my mum's gonna kill me if she finds out -.-...

so... it boils down to... wii or ps3.. haha dunno lah.. save money first.. haha :) ... luke wrote something weird to me.. saying that he havent seen me in a while and asked me if im free on monday 0.0... weeeeeird. its only like 1 mth since i saw him .... haha...

maybe he got the wrong person.. haha he and his DADA... he's going bonkes!...

DADA! ... dododooooodgoooogooogaaagaaaaaaagaaaa poop!....
ignore the strange annotations... dunno wad im typing.

kay toodoos.. adios.
off.

today.. oO.. sry brain dead. just finished math VA... as in really finished.. not almost. :) ... spent 5 solid hours on it... it'd better fetch me a good score.. or.. gg.

really bad wor.. tmr got chem test.. but math va is 10% of promos.. cant screw that up.. so put math va first.. ended up.. havent started for chem test.. well done.. but its 2 topics only.. oh wells..
timed somemore... 15mins o.o... even the streamed science classes cant finish.. wad about me.. -.-..

time flies when u do stuff... sat on my bed and on my com for 5 hours.. heard all the songs through.. haha... my com's going crazy... it shutted my dreamweaver like 9999999 million times... every now and den it just goes poof.. and dreamweaver off... darn... better let my com sleep.. or else he siao le and im dead.

my bro's being an ass again... when im busying rushing my work.. he sits beside me and game... very very distracting.. very. but cant complain... dif age mah... wait 1 1/2 years... and i'll game in front of him when he studying for O's.. muahaha

sry crazy now. dun mind me... brain's not really working.. uber lots of typo... o.o...

ok byebye... going to mug for chem le..

today's a slacky day.. decided not to go for caal, PE lessons were free periods, econs tutor not free... so effectively i had a 140min lunch o.o... went to bball and did some tutorials.. well.. didnt make much progress though... was still stuck at the same old question..

was asked to go zap scores... dang.. the photocopy shop was filled with crap ah.. the auntie no time to print for me.. so i had to print 40 copies and staple them all my meself.. -.-... den somehow.. i had to use my own printing card.. den no recipe leh.. hope still can claim... or else will become like wad zhengjun told me before.. 死无对证.. damn.

never knew the papers out from the machine could be so hot o.o.. haha... jammed the machine like 5 times.. got the others queuing behind me pretty much pissed... i hogged the machine for like 1/2 hr.... gheez...

i believe im a psychic.. somehow.. o.o... was i emo-ing today?... feel that im just acting myself... wads wrong?.. can sense stuff going on de.. she's feeling down these few days.. but how did i know? she never tell me wor... haha.. i can sense wads with her :) ... feel so accomplished... o.O... but why am i affected?... zzzzz bah..

hmm i swear i didnt receive the NDP disc.. well remember i took from clarissa.. but dunno where i left it.. not in my bag wor.. hmm o.O.. aiya at most go kope from someone and burn... speaking of burning... got to burn 20 discs for some event.. wtf.. well i volunteered.. so... dunno wad came over me though.. but i think i shld be able to claim ba.. can slowly take my time and burn.. use 3 coms lor.. just gonna take a while...

ok den.. ken off.

today's a... screwed (?) day.. not too good.. firstly.. i was deprived of my shortest day, since tuesdays are usually my shortest days, dismissal at 12.30... but some strange stroke of luck, the school decided to switch today with monday's timetable, with sooooo coincidentally, appears to be my longest day ... gheeez...

fun? maybe.. dunno. well.. at least no ikibana o.o ... YAY!.. have i mentioned i totally hated floral arrangement? ... guess i did heh.. well... he didnt come today.. was sick!... oh my.. how lucky can i get?.. see less of him = clearer understanding of PW.. he comes in with a contradicting statement each week... rebuts what he said the previous week and totally demands something new from us.. what in the world.. sometimes.. i seriously have no idea what he wants for PW... his worksheets dun make much sense to me either.. sometimes whatever he says rings no bell in my head... totally new.. sigh

thou shall not speak of thee. gheeez. hmph. how's life?.. wad's life? dunno. everyday's been pretty mundane.. go home.. shower, tries to watch 1 hr of TV, tries not to fall asleep while doing so, switches on the com, play music, column writing, blog, and start on proper work until 12 (?)... sleep. that's the life of a no-life. have to catch up with stuff i guess... dun want the same results for promos.. doesnt look too good now..

well time for the last period of my day.. completing sch work... oh wells.

bye

haha... didnt realise my last post was past midnight.. lol.. bah.

anyway.. today was pretty much uneventful... went to Jurong East to do bio project... was alright i guess... as usual took 1 hr to get there... 17 stops on the train.. well done kenneth... wouldnt have survived without my phone... started project at 1.. talked rot and slacked around.. when everyone actually got settled down.. was about 2 le.. den chiong project... was pretty productive i guess... den completed by 5.30... reached home at 7 -.-... project was pure bullshit throughout.. dunno wad i was typing.. just blabbered my way through..

dinner blahblah.. got angry over some stupid stuff that i shant continue.. tried to sit down and do econs.. found out was pure piece of shit.. cant do no nuts.. o.o... woah.. tmr need to go sch ask people liao...

den went to reviewcolumn and suddenly.. poof!.. inspiration.. wow... wrote an article in under 10mins... things just rushed through my brain and typed everything down.. lol....

no time to think about non-important stuff... o.O.. wonder wad are they though... ):

deadlines to rush.. math VA!... oh my... doesnt look too interactive leh.. but no time to change le.. sigh.. handing up this week.. just dunno which date..

come to think of it.. tmr doing floral arrangement.. (whatever u call that in jap).. totally dread tmr.. wad's that about.. doing arrange flowers to experience the journey of that guy's life.. well done.. cant wait to rip those flowers to shreds.. chances are i might..

boooooo... ken off!

today's grandpa's birthdae... wheeee... happy bdae... have fun with granny.. :) ...

haha finally got my sushi again.. dang.. wanted to have sushi yest.. went to sushi tei at thomson plaza.. den realised need to wait 1/2 hr got a seat.. gheeezzzz. too hungry to wait... so went food court instead.. hmmm den found out a pencil that doesn't break... o.o... c'mon.. its just a mechanical pencil that doesnt need to click to push the lead out. damn shit.. haha... my dad had fun joking the saleswomen.. he said... if u wanna deal business with a PRC.. need to learn about the thing fully.. dun get conned.. cause they tend to tell the half truths... hahahaha

the sushi's darn good... much better than sakae.. haha... though we had to wait 15mins.. but den its totally worth the wait.. naise!..

tmr gonna have bio project meeting.. to actually get us started so that we will finish the project on time..

sigh.. im cleaning my work up at least... totally lots of crap on my 'to do' list.. gheeez..
haha got addicted to a song.. "点一把火炬".. by JJLin.. nt bad wor.. and its a single.. :) ..

kay.. ken signing off.

hmm.. today went to SGH for blood donation... coz.. blood bank not enough blood.. haha.. lol.. nat was a damn big joke.... firstly he got freaked out when he found out they actually test the blood samples of each donor for syphillus -.-.. haha.. he FLUSTERED!.. ^^... den he started feeling all weird and funny when he was filling up the form for the blood donation... den he got recalled of the time he got dengue.. a daily blood test.. haha.. he was freaking joke ah. zomg.

blood donation was not painful at all lor.. no feeling de.. apart from the injections.. other stuff were pretty much... painless... in fact.. was feeling so comfortable on the sofa.. den when the nurse told me im also done.. im like o.O.. so fast??! haha... was uber tempted to sleep lol.. but i scared when i fall asleep.. they might one short draw 3 units of blood.. haha gg -.-..

after donation.. felt damn high.. wasnt tired.. not feeling weak.. my brain feels light.. maybe cause too little blood went there o.O.. floaty.. gooogooogaaagaaa..

haha.. kidding.. the bandage was kool!.. got lots of colours (: ... HAHA!.. lolx.

woooooo caaaarleeeersss. o.o

dang. lolx. ok ken off..
PS: reviewcolumn's lagging badly.. how to post sia..

today.. got back bio mcq results.. got to say.. im shocked. oh wells. CTs aint going too well for me.. everything's sort of .. screwed. sigh.. anywayz.. im done with my review for today :).. and finally my review from like.. 2 months ago.. haha.. WOO THX CHRIS.

just found out i still got savings -.-.. from dunno how long ago de.. haha... so i could be getting my console earlier than expected.. nt really a good thing though... promos.. dang. crap. i dun wanna get addicted to anything now.. this's not the time. im still recovering from the shock of CTs..

today was darn emo in class.. dunno why.. right after lunch.. i was doing my corrections for math.. den o.O.. the god of emo threw his "blessings" on me.. and i totally became emo... den when i found out during PW that we're going to do floral arrangements next tue.. my face totally went black.. c'mon.. have i mentioned i hate floral arrangement?.. its sooo... eh.. so... ***************.. dunno wad lah. crap.

well at least.. i can look forward to tmr... a time to finally determine my blood type -.-.. haha.. and im donating blood (: ... first time wor... 500mls... sounds alot leh.. haha... nvm lah.. its for a good cause... o.o

ok... haha ken off.

finally the start of july.. i cant wait to start work at reviewcolumn again... sigh.. gonna save up man (: ... but den my mum started asking me.. "where's the pay from last month?"... sian.. so im keeping my lips shut about me starting to write again... though sooner of later im still gonna tell her... before i get my console that is.. dun want her to scream down my neck after getting the console..

oh wells.. lets see.. results are pretty bad... so fb dinner sure not on me =D... *heaves a sigh of relief*.. but den.. results... looking at it now.. shld have studied harder.. in fact.. start earlier.. cause i ended up rushing like crap during the last few days.. haha im starting for promos soon.. after i clear my projects... 2 more to be cleared by next week.. 1 more econs project coming up soon.. gonna clear those fast and start for promos.. perhaps i shld start off with my common test topic.. so that i dun feel left out after all these new topics... im pretty much ahead of the class.. sigh.

gheez... great im not 2x mq now =D.. haha.. now im... 1.9 (?).. about there i think.. =D.. blood donation on friday... homecoming on sat.. which i shall finally get my o'lvl cert and testimonial... hopefully the testimonial looks decent..

today's job fair was rather crap.. it seems to be that my class's the only few classes that actually realised that we have a quiz regarding the fair to fill up.. the prize's a 150 bucks food voucher o.O.. for the class... in which i'll never get to use it.. cause i dun go for class outings =D... the last one.. who went ah?... it became rather a clique outing... the guys boycotted... every single one of us..

im tempted to join DSTA.. for the computer science.. but den come to think of it.. my IT knowledge aint that good... perhaps im only good at problem solving... the others... BAH.. bad. though a scholarship would look awfully nice on my testimonial when i leave NJ.. i cant bear to leave SG though... the friendliness... sigh..

kaykay *waves*