never felt so motivated in my life... dunno why... i've been productive tonight.. completed bio essays.. 3 of them in just over an hour.. not bad lah i think.. considering the fact im doing work at home with music on -.-... haha im determined to do my stuff now.. never felt so good about doing work...

believe it or not.. been training at home.. haha competing dips with my bro.. pushups.. blahblah.. no one would have expected that.. neither did i.. oh wells.. =D... things do change i suppose... my bro signed up for biathlon... means he's gonna go training on sats.. yay.. finally i dun have to swim alone.. got to complete 2k on sat -.-.. well that's my aim actually.. he just needs 400m... dang.. how tough can a 400m swim be?.. doh..

den today's the end of the month... enough of slacking from reviewcolumn... better go back writing.. need to save up for ps3 / wii / xbox360.. doh... jyjy in another 2 months u'll have ur own 3rd generation console =D.. and u dun have to get cash from ur mum (: .. means dun have to debate with her about the pros and cons of having a console ... that's good news i suppose

today went for sushi buffet... to say truly.. apparently i ate one of the least.. with like 10 plates nia .. doh.. haha but den 10's enough for me i guess... normally dun get sushi.. (dang.. there wasn't sashimi.. sigh..)

well haha that shld be all... my aim for the coming term?.. study hard... play hard... look out for cheap games on consoles... save up and get them for sep hols... haha... oh ya.. about her.. sigh... shld i tell her?.. doh -.-.. tough decision.. could go either way.. sigh. haha

cheers, ken

time flies... another day had just gone by.. without me doing much... tried to wake up at 9... den i decided to lai4 chuang2 until 9.30... den 9.45... finally woke up at 10... switched on the tv.. watched for barely 5mins and fell back asleep.. when i found out was like 12 le -.-... dang..

studied for chem h3 today... well tried to study at least.. but got a good chunk of them i dun even understand.. i've been reflecting on the fact of taking h3.. shld i even take it in the first place.. when my chem foundations not very good... sigh.. *cross fingers*.. hope can pull through the test.. passing might be a problem though.. try ba...

while studying.. found out that there's another topic tested tmr... sigh.. teacher nv pass us the notes wor... well h3's independent learning i guess.. so we'll just have to learn on our own... but den i so late den find out about this.. shit -.-..

im truly hoping that the test tmr will be fine.. at this stage.. it doesnt seem too well.. sigh.. im finding it hard to concentrate and study properly.. need to wake up sia.. or else promos... really gg..

off.

today... decided to revamp my blog outlook.. feels better now.. i've been obsessed with music.. cant seem to stop listening to them... at least it gets me lost.. makes me feel better..

been emoing alot on the blog.. in fact on lots of other places -.-.. sigh.. dunno wads on my mind.. i seem to be lost in thoughts every now and then.. have no idea why im like that suddenly... just prefer to be alone at times... in front of friends im like someone else.. it seems that i've split personalities.. well.. we all need our quiet times at least.. im showing this side of me to my blog.. and my class.. outside these 2 areas.. i've no idea wad i've became... sometimes i find myself unfamiliar.. who am i?

music sets me in... makes me feel better... well.. no idea about anything.. just need to mug i guess.. still got h3 chem selection test coming up on monday... still trying to figure out wad areas are tested... guess i just have to stay focused and study for it.. im having 2nd thoughts about h3.. but just take the test first ba.. wads there to lose?...

sigh... ken off.

After 4 days of intensive last minute mugging, finally done with common tests.. how did i fare... lets not mention it... apart from an apparently fate of getting U for chem... everything's quite bad too -.- den there's the a-capella thingy coming up.. we formed an a-capella group for seniors' farewell party, next year's talent-time and choir performance.. that means a whole lot of songs to learn.. crap -.-

friday, crashed eunice's house to play -.-... wad did i do... well played wii for a while.. learnt how to play cluedo... and played winning eleven, which saw Japan beating Brazil 1-0 AET =D... lol.. nvm
feeling pretty queasy after my common test.. i shld be happy.. but i have no idea why im feeling that way.. perhaps.. i dunno...

dun really feel like gaming nowadays.. just dun feel the joy of gaming no more... i feel much better going back to writing for reviewcolumn or chatting with people, rather than gaming... unless my bro gets my addicted on something else.. or doubt i'll be playing much...

no time to play also.. got h3 selection test coming up on mon.. its meant to be a killer.. be glad to have 5/20... -.-... and i dunno if i have the time to take h3s... and whether i can cope with so many stuff going on at once... sigh..

sian... im feeling very weird now... sigh.. buahbye

today's the official start of CTs... well after 1 month of intensive(?) mugging.. boils down to this period.. all seems to well.. early in the morning and i didnt feel like sleeping at all.. by right i'll be dreadful in the morning.. trying to catch cat naps anytime possible.. but den i didnt feel tired at all.. o.O...

am i supposed to be excited to meet my classmates again... actually to say the truth.. i didnt have anything special to say to them.. am i supposed to miss them o.O.... dunno lah.. but sure am i glad to see my choir mates again... it seems awfully long since i last saw them... -.-

had GP paper in the morning... 1 word to describe it "horrendous"... cant understand effectively half the extracts... den the other half.. the questions didnt really understand also... though i find the summary and vocab pretty ok... cept the inference qns... literally plucked my hair out figuring out wad crap it meant.

den in the afternoon had econs. by right.. im supposed to freak out and dunno wad to write about for econs.. since im not at all familiar with the concepts... amazingly.. pulled through... thoughts started flowing back and im writing like my history paper again!.. aint i glad... the data-based was pretty much "using my own  knowledge".. dunno which theory to apply to which qns... wadeva lah... can think of wad den write wad lol. -.-.. doh.

tmr's chem.. hope i do well.. im keen to take up H3 chem.. and 1 of the criterias for H3 is to score B for chem... crap... gg -.-

den finally saw the 09s03I class tee design.. i have to admit.. zhengjun's not too bad an artist... quite cute ah... haha... but den... why am i so big -.-... big fat teddy right smack in the centre.. zzz...

haha ok thats all.. bye!

it's been a long time since i last posted... anyway.. here's the deal. im pretty much screwed... i have 2 days left to finish up my revision.. which im not even near done with all of them... well some of them is pretty done, left bits and pieces here and there... but im not confident at all.. how?.. its tough.. im too not sure of all the concepts either.. crap.. there goes my CT.. there goes H3.. zzzz...

not feeling too well today... well emotionally i guess.. perhaps the stress's getting to me.. perhaps something's wrong with my mind.. perhaps.. i dunno... havent really been acting myself lately.. time flies when ur having fun... soon.. the june holidays would be over... 1 whole month of holidays.. reflecting on wad i've done.. seriously nothing much... besides busy building personal relations with many -.-... its weird u know... those people that u think u know alot about.. suddenly become strangers.. while others.. im getting to know them soon enough... o.O...

this holidays... first week was purely "returning to school" week... every single day was spent in school.. no place else.... den week 2 came the CIP camp... met several friends... those that i wun be seeing for a while... brucegan was the main focus of the camp... stuff all about him....

3rd week... was "trying to start proper revision" week... not alot done though.. cant put myself to start... it also seen the leaving of one of my choir mates.. left for new york.. den again.. i've never knew that the clique was so united.. until he left -.-... den this week... wad did i do? nothing... sushi buffet perhaps?... thats about all...

well met her during this hols... not alone though.. as a group.. well people say that relations grow over time.. and u get the see the real things in groups... o.o... well.. wad can i say... now's the time for studies... not a time to be distracted.. bad time in fact...

kk... take care guys.. im off

well.. 2 weeks left b4 school reopens.... 2 more weeks before CT... 2 more weeks before submission of lots of projects... gheez.... 2 weeks all i have left to fix my life.... got time mah... hope so..

finally done with the 3 day cip day camp with 09s03i.... goooogoooogaaaagaaaaa.... im turning into a kid... bah. *bite u ah*... ok thats totally random.... 3 days leh... with kids somemore... confirm tio psycho until....... gg.. haha.. the kids are quite ok lah.. at least for my group... some other groups got the more irritating people... heng sia..

hmmm.. i was with nicole.. yiusum... jiahui.. amadong... well .. according to BRUCEGAN... we're the rare commodity.. so need to use wisely... we're the saigang warriors... doing all the ... saigang... had lots of fun though... fooling around.. joking with ... not the kids.. but with the rare commodities.. haha... nat: "as full as a full-stop".. zomg... *stomachache*

missing them leh... well had a great time with those peeps... we're the 4 musketeers.. nono i mean the 4 jokers.. and germaine's still a slut... (ok slut's a bad word.. how about ... ok cant think of any other words to describe her le).. dang...

well agreed to luke's team ... need to help them do 30 surveys.. ok lah.. good lor... now can have reason and "coax" them to help me do survey... good lor..

den hor.. today went over to NTUC.. saw jinsei.. he's getting stuff.... tidbits and drinks to party lol... haha they watching euro at his house.. dang.. nv invite me.. boo.. haha jkjk... he's with his polo team lah.. happy watching.. =D...

okok.. haha shld be going off now.. byebye